Lost! She felt lost like always .. she kept thinking about one thing again and again .. she wanted to drive away to be alone from thoughts like this but alas she only drew closer to what she thought was mere feeling of loneliness ... it was all in her head and she knew it very well .... I tried telling her but we all know she would fight until everything is dead around her.. her battle is over and she has reached to the point where she isn’t expecting anything but only a glimpse of him for her heart to skip a beat .. it was a beautiful feeling of love when you do not accept anything in return all u want is to catch a sight of him even for a second and thats more then she could ask for .. now she understood love was only real if she set it free and still could lived with all her heart and soul without trying to cage it.. Jophielsadhnagabriel💕🔮

Words don't seem to flow in my head .. I have fallen short of words but feels like I am craving to scribble .. I have no clue but I am in need of something new .. new story comes and goes everyday without leaving any imprints ..staring at the empty space makes a lot of sense ..everything around is like a dream ..flashes of past looks beautiful in its burning .. future isn't here yet, but it's absence makes everything clear ..looking for a clue in the sky above .. stars twinkle and#moonlooks fabulous .. they speak the language of love passing through the silence calmer than the zenith and softer than the cloud .. I could hear them whisper secrets of universe...there is only one answer and it's love .. ultimate knowledge of supreme ...is to love and be love .. sky above tells me story of silence .. .. make peace with yourself to find the path to silence ...hold on to yourself .. you ll find the place to fall deep into the space ...sky above tells the fable of universe in the language of silence ..

You walked in my #life with a note to never say good bye .. how funny it is that it ended so soon .. i knew it is goin to end this way .. you kept insisting and u still insist that u feel something real with me .. well but it doesn't work like this for me .. i might not know what I want but I sure do know what I do not want .. .... you have a fable to tell but your words do not meet your actions .. I want to walk out but you don't let me go ... and when I am ok to stay you treat me like a door mat .. I think best thing is to say no words but just stay watch you exit .. I won't complain because I know it's goin to end .. it's funny this time because I don't feel any pain .. I am not leaving but will gently let you go .. I can see it's good for your ego .. if u want to exist in your own terms please do .. I will let u do what gives pleasure to feel bigger ..i have played to many such games .. you think I do not understand a thing .. u do not know my intuition is sharper than your ego .. i have watched a movie like this before it's no different this time .. only thing which looks calmer inspite of all the chaos is me .. I have learnt to stay happy in my darkness .. have found beauty in my chaos .. like they say being peaceful is a choice .. I am choosing to stay happy with all u going to do .. I can see your ego feels happy when I agree with your shallow words .. it's alright I have been writing for a while and it keeps me happy with all the hurricanes in my #life ..

scared to fall in love again ...I don't know why I it's difficult to move ahead .. i met someone few days back ..like the way he thinks and love the way he writes .. but don't why I am scared to move ahead and give it a try .. one more rejection .. maybe I will take and move ahead .. but somehow I just don't want to make any efforts inspite me feeling the same as he does ... he doesn't even know how I think .. I think I will just let it go .. if it's right it ll happen ..I am not goin to break my emotions ..... I ll let it go that's what I have thought .. if it's mine it ll come back .. if it's not my search will remain ... I have realised I am pretty content with myself .. I don't get carried away with these few things ... I can see oceans of difference between him and me .. I am scared to fall in love again .. and I doubt if I ll move ahead .. so just letting it go because I believe if it's mine it will definitely come back and if not ,I will be glad it did not click ... we were two different souls ... I was from#moonand he never wanted to leave mars ..

I have written and I have re written stories of my fate to make some difference to love myself in the darkest corner of inner self .. I am learning to accept that part of me gradually with few trials and error .. I hoped and I am hoping .. I admire all the stories that made me who I am today with filling my soul with light and love with the roles I played .. good or bad I did my best .. I have been this , I have been that .. I am human to make mistakes .. trying to seek forgiveness in the temple of my soul ... it's true I am trying to improve ... becoming better with my thoughts with all the flow low and low ..drowning holding hands of my angels .. be kind is what they say .. they have loved me with all my flaws ... I am trying to be kind enough to love my self at that darkest place ..what is aim and what is ambition I have lost all the notion .. happiness is all I am trying to seek .. I know it exists somewhere deep within my deeper self .. I know I will reach to my search .. my fate has been discovered ...within me lies a secret of universe ... gradually trying to reveal one at a time with only faith in my mind ... it's so captivating to survive and live this #life with so full of love and light yet feel so empty sometimes.. .. I am not goin to change anything for anything that doesn't seem surreal ... fantasy is all I seek with flaws ocean deep .. learning to accept it first to let it go slowly for all I want....real me is a piece of god ... if u want to know me then dive deep to seek the truth .. I am not what I seem .. I more real in my light within ...