I have written and I have re written stories of my fate to make some difference to love myself in the darkest corner of inner self .. I am learning to accept that part of me gradually with few trials and error .. I hoped and I am hoping .. I admire all the stories that made me who I am today with filling my soul with light and love with the roles I played .. good or bad I did my best .. I have been this , I have been that .. I am human to make mistakes .. trying to seek forgiveness in the temple of my soul ... it's true I am trying to improve ... becoming better with my thoughts with all the flow low and low ..drowning holding hands of my angels .. be kind is what they say .. they have loved me with all my flaws ... I am trying to be kind enough to love my self at that darkest place ..what is aim and what is ambition I have lost all the notion .. happiness is all I am trying to seek .. I know it exists somewhere deep within my deeper self .. I know I will reach to my search .. my fate has been discovered ...within me lies a secret of universe ... gradually trying to reveal one at a time with only faith in my mind ... it's so captivating to survive and live this #life with so full of love and light yet feel so empty sometimes.. .. I am not goin to change anything for anything that doesn't seem surreal ... fantasy is all I seek with flaws ocean deep .. learning to accept it first to let it go slowly for all I want....real me is a piece of god ... if u want to know me then dive deep to seek the truth .. I am not what I seem .. I more real in my light within ...