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I try not to care, but care too much . I act as if i don\'t care about anything at all but i do.

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Translate   11 years ago

Once Again You said you were going to change be yourself around him and not care anymore, but you left it too late and once again let that person drift away and they will never know how much you tried but you just couldn't. Im so sorry for being that type of person with no confidence, shy around certain people and those she feels like she cannot fully trust. Scared to show her true side to you the side she loves to be but just can't around you, so instead she hides inside this shell that never comes off in front of you. Everyday its on my mind i can't concentrate because of you, if i told you you wouldn't understand so instead i let you drift... I gave up had no real feelings and then throughout the days it built up and it hit me i acted fine as if i didn't care when really i did. I cared a lot everything inside built up and i'm layed here crying myself to sleep. If only i could of let you in I'm scared of getting close to anyone because i haven't let anyone get close in awhile and then you came along. I wish i could be the person i want to be most-myself i hate myself for it. I hate myself for messing up every single time i get upset about it, because i left it too late its over and now were back at the beginning of being strangers passing each other every day and i can't look at you for it.

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    Translate   12 years ago

    Friends Friends? ..I used to know what they where, But i couldn't put up with all their lies.

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      Translate   12 years ago

      Drifted After all those years of friendship Putting trust into each other All for that to fall apart I gave you another chance And we rebuilt pur friendship But all because of one little mistake i made this time We drift fastly apart Never gaining trust again

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        Translate   12 years ago

        The Eye Beauty is held within the eye of the beholder, All around beauty is there right in front of us. We may not see it or feel it but it still exists, All around everywhere we look...everywhere we go. Nature the natural products things that live upon us, Are the most spectacular things in the world. The magic of #life, how things form, grow, live, Develop and adapt. Creatures, animals, people, plants all together, Somehow connected? Not knowing how. Somewhere in the middle of the universe lives, Destiny on one side, fate on another. And dreams floating all around them Every day our eyes witness many things, All around us. Which becomes apart of our memory The things we look back on the things we remember See. Later coming back with consequences.

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        Lovely.❤💚💛💜💙
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          Translate   12 years ago

          All Around Us all around us #life is all around us Thousands of miles away. Which brings sadness, Misery, pain,grief and guilt. #life's hard people are suffering Out there. Dying of starvation Every few seconds... Another innocent person dies People innocent people stuck? Living in war-stricken countries Getting killed and losing everything And everyone. All over some one Who clearly isn't happy with his own #life And is always finding themselves what more Power? The arse I'm sure everyone would enjoy A bit of power, But you know everyone cannot have that So do not rule yourself out as someone special Because if that is you one day you wont see it coming But forces group becoming stronger Fight for your rights Stand up for yourself Pick yourself up if your at the lowest point Because everyone is the same No matter where there from background religion or color Don't judge have something to say? Say it to there face we'd love to see you do it Because everyone has rights no matter What people say every individual has rights!-Freedom! So no matter what others say Don't let them stop you live your #life to the fullest Achieve the greatest always believe Never give up Run wild be free Live freely, go to hell screw everyone else Just make sure there the best decisions you can Never let anyone stop you or get in the way.

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