Nobody Knows I am so so sad , and nobody knows I am depressed, and nobody knows My #life sucks, and nobody knows how much My #life is really hard, and nobody knows I am slowly dying, and nobody knows

? Do you ever feel like your being stalked?

We Never Even Meet, And I Like Him Prologue (the breakup) Hi I am Maya Willer. I've been going out whit Nick for about a month and a half. And I am thinking of breaking up whit him because ; No.1 : he asked me 2 times now if I was ok whit kissing him. And I said no... We are really young ( I will be 15 in a matter of weeks). No.1 1/3 : we are not even holding hands yet and he wants to kiss me! Like what the fudge!!! No.1 2/3 : he isn't even asking me personally. Once it was his best friend and the other was by phone... I mean really, so romantic! No.1 3/3 : after he asked me, he would just completely ignore me. He would always be whit his friend (and yes it's okay! I don't want to be a clinging girlfriend!) and doesn't even say hi or bye to me! No.2 : and I just don't really like him anymore! So there you have it! And well he is also babyish. Okay! Beside's all that stupid drama! I like to think that I look normal, not pretty, not ugly. Just plain old normal... But a lot of people say that I am actually pretty... I have auberne wavy hair that falls a few inches from my nec, olive skin tone, big brown eyes whit a bit of green in them framed by long lashes (natrully long, I don't put mascara, and really no make up), I am pretty skinny (and no I don't starve my self or anything like that!) and a few curves (that I am shy of). So really I mean I don't have anything special..! Well I think... ---------------------------------------------------- "do you think that you could tell Nick that I am breaking up whit him?" I ask Stef (short for Stefanie, a friend that I made on the first day of Hight school. It is basically her that made me and Nick meet.) "What do you want me to say?" she glances back at me. "Well... That I rather be friends?" Okay okay! I know it's lame that I am asking my friend to go and tell Nick that I am breaking up... But I just don't want to hurt his feelings because he really (like really) like's me. And if he would start crying... I jilt can't! "What are you two are talking about?" asked Emilie. "Well, I ask Stef if she could tell Nick that I am breaking up whit him." "I want in! Euhh... I mean I am sorry?" we all laugh at Emilie's comment. She never really liked Nick. Once we stop laughing Emilie ask "So, do you me..." she got cut off by Stef elbowing her."Us...I meant us! Do you want US to go and tell him now?" "Yah. He's probably out side whit Cedric playing football." That one thing that I am going to miss, passing the football whit the guys. And when I would do a really nice pass or catch Nick would give me a hug... And I don't want to be like "I am the best! I am the prettiest! I am perfect! Hihi I am a little b*tch!" but I was acutely pretty good at it..! ---------------------------------—----------------- Stef and Emilie gave Maya a hug and went outside to find Nick. And of curse there he was... Playing football whit his best friend. (Nick wasn't ugly and wasn't super good looking... But he was funny... But babyish... Yah... I guess you really can't have everything...) "Nick!" screamed the two girls. He turned around and seem suspicious. "Come boy! Come boy!" screamed Emilie. "Hahaha! Very funny Emilie!" said Nick walking towards them. Stef starts laughing her head off. And clearly she wasn't going to stop soon. Seeing that Emilie started giggling. "Maya is dumping you dumbass!!!" "Anyway I aw going to breakup whit her!" he said hurt. And actually he wasn't, he just saying that to keep his (so little) pride he had left. ---------------------------------------------------- Author's note Hi! I hope you enjoyed the prologue! I don't know if it is a short or a long prologue... But whatever! And yes the chapters will be longer! (Dah!) I know I am not the best writher but I just like writing stories! Pls comment what you think about my prologue! (pls be honest!) I'll try to post the first chapter soon! Pls vote and all that stuff if you liked it! I really need to know if you like so I can continue! And lastly thanks for reading! -Natou

Get Me Out Of These Dark Times Oh deer rain, Pls wash away my pain Oh deer sunny times, Pls burn away my sad times Just pls get me out of these dark times

Idk I guess you can say that I have a Hate/Love thing whit attention...