Dead Man Walking I saw a man who looked like you with Your pale skin and blue eyes I saw you standing, back turned to me As you left without saying goodbye. I saw a boy who looked like you with His redhair and horrible grin I reached out to touch your face But you disappeard from me again I saw a old man who looked like you His stature, his form, his size He was tall, mature and relentless But living proof that everyone has to die I saw someone who looked like you His hair as red as can be I saw him for a second and then He was gone from me. On a sunday night in july a friend of mine felk asleep, and never woke up.

Anorexic Earth Im starving myself for religion Im starving myself from fight Im starving myself from speaking words And I never intend to write They starve for their religion Hoping their god sees their needs They starve themseves to no avail Because their pagan god likes to sleep They starve themselves from fighting They say they "give love not hate" But they fill their lungs with smoke and ash With no friends to resuscitate. They starve themselves from speaking "A vow of silence" they do say Their throats are dry from silence As opportunities die away I never intended to write this #poem It simply came to me We are all anorexic in a way And starved Of what we are meant to be

Bitchy Boy My boyfriend is no good to me Hes no smarter than a child I clean the house and feed him But he screams and cries the whole while I tried and tried to help him out But he bitches and whines just the same If i dont get control of myself I fear ill lose my brain My boyfriend is a little bitch He pouts when he doesnt have his way He makes me want to pull out my hair He bitches every day I try to do as he says and please him all the while But he cries and says im not good enough Ill fuckong spank that child.

See You In Hell #begginingline There is wire im my blood, And that is why the copper taste. My clothes they smell of mud Death approches with her embrace There is an inscision across my neck And that is why i am pale gray Im trying to make it back to you My wounds they fill with rain There is an aching in my head And thats why i will be alright Im finally going be with you At last, i see the light

Liar I walked up down the isle In my black lacy dress I couldn't give you all of me But I promised you my best You smiled and accepted regardless And promised to answer my pleas Who would have thought my sunshine Would end up failing me You once called me princess I had a broken crown I wasn't the best you could have had But I promised not to let you down I was so full of insecurities I couldn't carry the weight Of my past or of my present Of my external fate You smiled and said you loved me And you'd watch me through my pain Who would have thought my sunshine Would leave me here, afraid. I asked you one last question I asked you to be true I wanted you to stay with me As I have stayed with you But you turned on me regardless You left me here alone And as my loneliness festers My pain begins to grow You don't smile at me anymore You break promises left and right We rarely are together I think you'd rather fight Now that my insecurities rule I will let myself slip away Who would have thought my sunshine Would let me die today.