LDR Pt 2 Long Distance Relationship (pt2) After talking with some friends, they made me realize that I not go without my mom. So one day she caught me crying, I'm so desperate to meet him, I yelled at her saying that I need to go, it's not a whim, etc. She said that on the weekend we were going to find a date and go. It calmed me. So we found a date, march break. Now when the time comes to buy it, was supposed to be on Monday, she said that she thinks its crazy to go, it's crazy this whole situation, that I should end it and move on... Sigh.. I'm so disappointed.. So upset. Once again she failed me.. Nobody can feel my pain.. How much this hurts me to be so freaking far from him. I need to go. I need him.. I feel so #lifeless. She doesn't understand me. She says I can't love him.. I can't love someone I never shared a moment with.. Sigh.. Then what the heck am I feeling for him.. Always in my mind.. Always in my heart, thinking of him, wanting to go see him. I don't know anymore what to do with my #life. What should I do? Sometimes I just feel like throwing away everything and leave.. She wants me to go see a psychologist. WTF she thinks I'm crazy?? Why she doesn't believe me when I tell her that many people meet online nowadays. It's just that in her freaking era or childhood things weren't the same. Argh. Please what do I have to do? Should I just get the fk outta here or just wait.. and wait for something that could never happen.. People tell me to move on.. But it's not easy.. Not at all. I don't even know of there's someone who will read this.. But how can I move on.. What if I'm missing such a great guy.. Sigh. I'm so unhappy... Well hope you are alright, best wishes to everyone. Love xox.

Long distance Relationship Im from Argentina, a country in South America, but moved to Canada in 2007. I met a guy online around December 2006. I was 13 years old. I always liked him, since the first very moment we started talking. He is fun, sociable, we enjoy the same kind of music, tastes, etc. But I believed that it was some sort of crazy love because how can I fall for someone I never seen? Not even in pictures? Anyways, we barely talked online, we were “friends”since he lives in Los Angeles, California. I met a few guys here in Canada but none of them were the one I wanted. And this guy was the only one in my mind. I was blinded by him. So around 2010 we started talking even more and more. I got to know him better and fell for him completely. One night I got so desperate I sent him a message saying «I love you..» and since then we've been “together”. September 17th 2010. The thing is that we're already in 2013 and we still haven't met. 2 years and 4 months. I'm like going crazy right here. I just can't wait to be with him for God's sake! I've tried so many times to talk with my mom to go see him (he still can't go out from the country.) and she says random stuff (she doesn't believe in our relationship. Which I understand but I know he's not a serial killer or whatever. I spoked with his sisters, cousins, nephews...) but she still says I can't love someone who I never seen. So what is she telling me? That what I feel is not love? Right now I'm 19 years old. He's almost 21. He's birthday is on February 11th. And I'm planing to go. With or without her. Many times she said we would go, but when that times comes she changes her mind. And I can't stand that anymore. I need to meet this guy, I need to be sure that what I'm doing is the right thing, that all this is worth it. We're just so mad in love... Why do I have the feeling that everyone is against us... Sigh. I want to be with him and do all the things a normal couple in love would do... I need his warmth, his kisses, his hugs.. We talk almost everyday and do webcam very often.. But it's just not enough.. I need to see him and hold him in my arms.. Is that hard to understand? I love him. With all my heart.. I'm planning on just go see him for his birthday for a couple of says and forget about my mom... I need advices... Or someone.. Xoxo Black Angel ~