Translate   12 years ago

Long distance Relationship Im from Argentina, a country in South America, but moved to Canada in 2007. I met a guy online around December 2006. I was 13 years old. I always liked him, since the first very moment we started talking. He is fun, sociable, we enjoy the same kind of music, tastes, etc. But I believed that it was some sort of crazy love because how can I fall for someone I never seen? Not even in pictures? Anyways, we barely talked online, we were “friends”since he lives in Los Angeles, California. I met a few guys here in Canada but none of them were the one I wanted. And this guy was the only one in my mind. I was blinded by him. So around 2010 we started talking even more and more. I got to know him better and fell for him completely. One night I got so desperate I sent him a message saying «I love you..» and since then we've been “together”. September 17th 2010. The thing is that we're already in 2013 and we still haven't met. 2 years and 4 months. I'm like going crazy right here. I just can't wait to be with him for God's sake! I've tried so many times to talk with my mom to go see him (he still can't go out from the country.) and she says random stuff (she doesn't believe in our relationship. Which I understand but I know he's not a serial killer or whatever. I spoked with his sisters, cousins, nephews...) but she still says I can't love someone who I never seen. So what is she telling me? That what I feel is not love? Right now I'm 19 years old. He's almost 21. He's birthday is on February 11th. And I'm planing to go. With or without her. Many times she said we would go, but when that times comes she changes her mind. And I can't stand that anymore. I need to meet this guy, I need to be sure that what I'm doing is the right thing, that all this is worth it. We're just so mad in love... Why do I have the feeling that everyone is against us... Sigh. I want to be with him and do all the things a normal couple in love would do... I need his warmth, his kisses, his hugs.. We talk almost everyday and do webcam very often.. But it's just not enough.. I need to see him and hold him in my arms.. Is that hard to understand? I love him. With all my heart.. I'm planning on just go see him for his birthday for a couple of says and forget about my mom... I need advices... Or someone.. Xoxo Black Angel ~

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