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übersetzen   11 Jahre

No Limits Listen up now Got a story to tell Bout how I finally got free After living in hell I '86-ed my job And cut those binding ties Jumped right into the real world Left behind the lies Started searching around On unsteady feet My initial confidence Began to retreat Glanced back at my past Felt a longing for it Comfort and familiarity And all that shit But I couldn't go back And it messed up my mind With no plan and no guide I was wandering blind Thought the only way to cope Was to get outta sight Disappear in my cave Drown myself in my plight So that's just what I did For like days upon days I let myself fall into a Self-deprecating haze And just when I thought That it could not get worse Things slowly but surely Began to reverse Got one break, then another Things fell into place And eventually a smile Crept back onto my face Put my efforts into A fresh start, a career Smashed that rearview mirror Saw the future clearer And to this very day I continue to push Never want to find myself Sitting back on my tush Been building myself up Got some confidence back More determined than ever To stay on this track Some things are still uncertain One thing is for sure I'm so much better off Than I was before This journey's been rough But I'm making it through There's no limits now On the things I can do.

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I love this 👏👏👏😘❤️
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JAC

This is good mate, i know what you mean, I've not managed it yet, to pull myself up,glad you have. And this has made me think. Cheers
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niki

Damn!!! This is awesome
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    übersetzen   11 Jahre

    Maybe... Maybe tomorrow will be better Maybe I'll get out of bed Maybe the sunshine will clear out The doubt and the darkness and dread Maybe I'll find myself smiling Maybe I'll remember how Maybe I'll shake off this numbness It's the only thing I'm feeling now How did I end up in this place Why am I now such a mess Whatever happened to that girl The old happy positive Jess I'm trapped and there's nowhere to turn now No job and no friends and no #life I know there's so much to look forward to But self-doubt cuts me like a knife If only I could change my mindset If only I could find a way Maybe tomorrow will be better Cuz it can't be worse than today

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    Sally Beth

    Good write!!!!! Good and relatable to those who need to hear it
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      übersetzen   11 Jahre

      Let Go. I've been thinking all day That I'm locked in your tower Still tight in your grasp Still under your power I anxiously wait For you to look my way From minutes to hours From hours to days I hang on to times When you say that you care And say you're not gone That you'll always be there But these glimmers of hope Are just dragging me down Tonight they built up And I started to drown And that's when the realization Just hit me I must let you go In order to be free No more of this 'Maybe she'll text me today' I'm taking that thought And tossing it away There's no way that I can Just focus on me While letting you come And go as you please So do not call Or text or write I'll say hi at work Just to be polite I'm shutting you out So that I can keep healing Don't need anymore Of this shit that you're dealing And if you should find That it's me that you're missing You won't get me back With all of your ass kissing The answer today And forever is no I'm taking me back And I'm letting you go.

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      Usagi

      Good job!!
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        übersetzen   11 Jahre

        MYOB The last thing that I need to hear From you bitch is advice So before you move your mouth again Promise me you'll think twice Cuz I really do not give a shit Bout what you have to say And I refuse to feed into Any games you want to play So you think I should be guarded And less careless with my heart? Yeah you said giving my all to you Just wasn't very smart You know what they say bout hindsight And now I can see it clear On the list of things I'd change Giving my all does not appear It's so funny seeing you up there On your damn pedestal Giving 'words of wisdom' freely And claiming to know it all But if you'd just look three inches In front of your stupid face You'd know that the man you cling to Wants someone else in your place So I guess now is the time For me to give advice to you Just this one last parting phrase And then I promise that we're through You mind your own damn business bitch And stop pretending to care I can't wait to give my all again To someone new out there.

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          übersetzen   11 Jahre

          These Shoes Is there anybody out there Who can lend a girl a hand Cuz I thought I had it figured out Had every detail planned I knew right where I was going But now I'm no longer sure So I'd love some help from someone Who's been in these shoes before Where my mind had once been clear A mass of broken thoughts now rest They were put there by the haters With the malice in their chests Why some people just critique for fun I never will be sure Wanna take these shoes and run away Until my legs are sore Gotta flee from them Those people who just keep bringing me down But it's impossible to hide In the confines of this small town Got one foot in and one out Which way is right? I can't be sure If you were in these shoes, you'd know That I am baffled to the core So much pressure put today Upon the youth of this great land To become something important Based on what their parents planned I've let everyone's opinion impact me Of that, I'm sure Now I know that I don't want To wear these damn shoes anymore

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          Annelotte G

          Sounds like you are very capable of making your own decisions :-)
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          Brayden Bosch

          I agree with her👆
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          Sienna Williamson

          Ignore the haters 😝 and I agree with them 👆😘❤️
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