People will talk shit about you. Behind your back. They'll say what you're doing is wrong or unethical. Do you know what I think about those people? They are ignorant cunt mother fuckers. Do whatever the hell you want. As long as you're not hurting anyone else, your choices are your choices. Period. Fuck what people say. We're all going to die anyways, so fuck people's opinions of you.

Love is like poker. It's risky. There's a lot to lose, but so much to gain. So, you better fucking play your cards right.

Do I Move On?.. So..my stepdad said if my freshman year doesn't go well, he'll relocate his job so we can live on the coast of florida or north carolina, but it's totally up to me. If i get the chance, what do i do??

Reality Fucking Sucks So..the #depression is getting worse. These past few months have been pretty bad. I'm so sad, and want to open up to my parents, but the last thing i need is their dissaproval. I need 100% support or nothing, you know? My best friend, i tell her everything and she's been so supportive. I honestly just want to get away from my whole family, and go somewhere. Hide. I don't care where, just somewhere away. I dont know how much longer i can go on like this...

I'm...lost Sorry that i have been gone for a few months guys, i just needed to take some time off from everything and get my shit together. I'm glad to tell you i've come a long way with accepting myself, but there's still a lot i need to figure out and deal with. Follow my instagram @lorde_ryan and comment who you are, i'll be excited to meet you all!