My summertime happiness... It is your birthday And I am shocked at how fast time has flown since last year Almost one year of not speaking to you... We have grown apart in distance and friendship A million things left unsaid And now it is too late And all I can do is love you from far away Today, on your birthday, I wish I was celebrating with you. But we both made our choices And we have to be separate Yet I yearn to hear your voice Your smile and your beautiful way of making anyone feel special is truly something I cannot forget I hope you are having a wonderful day Happy birthday oldie

You're Not Real You use me At your own convenience Make plans But then cancel them Why do you take me for granted? I'm not going to sit around and wait for you Friendship requires mutual respect And if you can't do that, then get out of my way! I show kindness to you Because I know you have been through hell But the lack of empathy you show And the coldness in your heart drives me away I am very close to saying goodbye Treating you the way you have treated me I may not have much people by my side But at least I will be free

Our Song It's 2am and I am wide awake Listening to our song You were my summertime happiness What happened? I miss you I love you But you didn't pick me And that's okay I can't live without you But with every passing second I'm trying Yet I don't think my heart will ever stop loving you Because you are my soulmate And as our song says "even if you are gone... I'm going to drive" Goodbye my person I will never forget you

Go Ahead Without a pause You told me that you would choose him again and again So what was I supposed to do? Accept how he used me? You are now gone from my #life Yet you try to get me back But you should know- I'm never coming back You made your choice and I made mine Goodbye and go ahead Live your own #life We all make choices And I hope you are happy with yours

Missing You Ever since we left home I knew that something was wrong The realisation that things will never be the same slowly began to dawn on me I was looking for an escape You tried to pretend everything was normal You are good at that but I'm not I felt isolated and claustrophobic I knew I had to get out Days passed and then weeks passed My sense of betrayal kept growing But I won't deny There were some good times still But that wasn't enough You weren't there for me You made your choice And I realised it was time to choose my own happiness I took a deep breath Made the decision to get away The toxic nature of our friendship Was too much to bear Once everything was confirmed I told you I was walking away You somehow blamed me for all of it And in the process you disrespected me I left and now weeks have gone by I finally feel safe in my home I lost you and it's true Yet I miss you almost everyday But I know it's for the best I did the right thing that you were too afraid to do As days go by I'm hoping to miss you a little less Once everything was confirmed,