Missing You Ever since we left home I knew that something was wrong The realisation that things will never be the same slowly began to dawn on me I was looking for an escape You tried to pretend everything was normal You are good at that but I'm not I felt isolated and claustrophobic I knew I had to get out Days passed and then weeks passed My sense of betrayal kept growing But I won't deny There were some good times still But that wasn't enough You weren't there for me You made your choice And I realised it was time to choose my own happiness I took a deep breath Made the decision to get away The toxic nature of our friendship Was too much to bear Once everything was confirmed I told you I was walking away You somehow blamed me for all of it And in the process you disrespected me I left and now weeks have gone by I finally feel safe in my home I lost you and it's true Yet I miss you almost everyday But I know it's for the best I did the right thing that you were too afraid to do As days go by I'm hoping to miss you a little less Once everything was confirmed,