Love I would do any thing for you. Just to show you how much I adore you.

Destroyed My safe haven has turned to hell and my safe place is a nightmare. I felt betrayed and hurt like crows pecking at me while I'm laid bare. I once turned to you like a flicker of light shining as a fond daydream. Reality once hit me hard and I saw things are not as they would seem. I once felt safe and accepted, working hard to just be wanted by all. Got to close to this star as it burnt me I had a nasty unexpected fall. What more could I have asked for than some friends I could trust. I now feel terrified of you as you look at me with a cruel disgust. Things got ugly and words were used to make an undefended kill. So to you I left all I had in an online account this is my will. To those of you who took a look and saw one side to the grubby tale. Things were not all they seemed and that's where truth began to fail. Just remember one thing when judging a undefended criminal. Without hearing both sides to the story you'll find you know minimal. Theres two sides to every story, one side then there's the other. If you don't listen to both sides never expect the truth to uncover.

Flame F eeling your warmth L apping over my skin. A llways enchanted & M esmorised by your E nergy so deep within.

My Back I just got up, whats the crack? I'm in pain, can't move my back! Did I sleep funny or turn and toss? I think I did it massaging my boss! It really hurts, tender and sore. Had some pills, i'll take some more. If I get up and stretch myself. To find a new job cos' this one ruins my health.

Nerves And Travel It is quite late so time for bed. I'd like to go and rest my head. Getting up early to look at trains. Holiday booked just travel remains. I'll write them down once they've been read.