#life Is Not A Box Of Chocolates Why can't #life be enjoyed as is? Why do people need to add some 'fizz'? Can't you see it f**ks with your brain? And yet, you'll do it again and again.... I've had my share of #life's barrel of crap, #life gave my face some damn good slaps. So, shit as it has been before, I now don't mind the 'boring' at all. Stop looking for something you'll never find. Go get yourself some peace of mind. The things you need are in front of your face! Just stop trying to be 'cool', 'hip', 'word', 'ace'....!! The world can seem lonely, get over it dude! You ain't the first man on the moon.... Accept #life can be boring and it becomes more fun, 'cause when all that searching for 'something' is done, You'll see that what you need, you carry with you. And maybe, just maybe, a partner will chew the fat with you.

Not Quite Sex.... x Rated (small x) There was a young lad from Kildare, Could make a lass cum just by stare, Then he'd whip out his jock, On the end of his cock, The girls screamed and grabbed hold of their hair! #Limerickery

Grateful I'm reading The Jigsaw Man at the moment and it's strangely uplifting... For anyone who doesn't know of it, it's the story of a real-#life psychological profiler on awful police cases like rapes, murders, etc.). I got to the part about the dreaded Bulger case this evening (I hadn't realised he'd worked on that case, so wasn't expecting it - not what I really wanted in my head before sleep!) and had to skip over several pages with all the horrific details - it was way too much to take in, even for me... The short of it is though, that the uplifting part comes from the re-affirmation of what I have in my #life to be grateful for, despite anything I am currently finding difficult to deal with. 1. I have a husband who works very hard and Never gives up. He can drive me bonkers at times, but I know that on him, I can Always depend. 2. Despite some day to day issues, I have two healthy and beautiful little boys. I love them beyond anything I could describe. They are amazing (even though they drive me insane and I rarely get a break). So, there it is. Love really is all I need, because I can't seem to think of anything else right now that I am more grateful for than this. Although........ I would truly be grateful for some sleep right now too!

The Lake I hear: "Come on to the shore - it's calmer here. No boat to rock. Steady, firm. There is a lot of fun to be had here on the shore. Come, be hedonistic! Do not think on those questions you seek answers to. Do not imagine those things which do not serve you in daily #life. Come, come ashore and just enjoy your days!" But, Shhhh! Can I tell you a secret? ... I like this lake. I like what it gives me (most times). I like that it isn't always steady, and flat, and usual. I like its quirkiness. I like it when the ripples become waves and everything starts to thrash about a bit (but not always when they crash into me so hard that I lose my breath). I NEED those things. I NEED to sink deeper, and feel stronger, and cry...harder. Otherwise, what is it about the days to be enjoyed? Pain deciphers pleasure. And hardship determines strength.

Shhhhhh, Brain!!! #Limerickery In a bed is where I do sleep, Lying still, counting more and more sheep. But my BRAIN, it is winning, More #limericks it keeps spinning, All I want are some Z's in the sheets!!!