The Family I Once Knew The family I once knew is now vanished. Never knew it was based on lies, disloyalty , and betrayal.There was once upon a time when " I love you" wasn't questioned or was so hard to say. I remember the kids growing up in a two parent house hold. This particular family was envied and adored by other families. This particular family went through struggles every other day but lived everyday they had no worries! I remembered when the kids believed and trusted their father to protect them by any means. The kids honored and adored their mother with everything in them. Now that family I just mentioned is shattered. The bond that was once strong and tight is now weak and loose . The mother is resting with the angels , most of the children don't talk to their father , The sister has so much tension, stress, and bad anxiety because she trying to stay strong for her brothers and everybody else . Ignoring her feelings to maintain her emotions and keep composure! Brothers trying their best to make it on their own. So much hurt in this one family and no solution!

Unspoken Love I wake up everyday Hoping and praying that one day you would come my way . I go to bed crying and dying cause I can't call you mine . My friends tell me to let it go he's not right for you but I don't listen because I know and see the real you . You oh god you .... You're a one of a kind . I just wish you would see it and stop being so blind. People ask me " what is it about him that got you so attacked ?" But I couldn't find words to fit your dscription that matched . So instead I said the way he crest my hand when ever I tens up to let me know it's okay . It's the way he holds me when I'm having a bad day . And his hugs where do I even began with those it's like an electric shock that feels good running through my body from my head to me toes.and when you speak your words of wisdom my heart beats for you They say " well what about his kisses." The pleasurable feeling I get that I oh so miss . I can't even describe the vibe I get when I look into his eyes , it's like I feel safe , unbothered, thrust worthy and love. There's always questions like " what do you love the most about him " they give me options but I just pick all the above. I guess what I'm trying to say is that my heart and body fens for you , my mind and soul believes in you . I go to bed dreaming of you and wake up the next morning hoping and praying you can see it too " unspoken love"