Waiting I feel empty Like a jar waiting to be filled I'm waiting Waiting to have some joy pour into me Waiting for the sun to shine in my direction So I can catch its rays I'm waiting for all my tears to fill up my jar So I don't have to cry anymore I'm waiting I'm waiting for what seems like nothing But I'm waiting for something I just haven't figured out what yet

Truth Ultra violet light burns your skin We know that to be true The man in the wizard of oz is made of tin The sky is blue We all know these to be true Now you want to know the truth about #depression? Well I'll tell you It's not an obsession But more of an addiction It's not fiction You see I have these thoughts that come repeatedly They nudge me They stab me They judge me They grab me I can't control them they just come Their called intrusive thoughts They tell me "your done" Now I've been taught To accept them But it's hard when a thought Pops into your head So scary you can't go to bed All I want to do is neglect them They tell me Stab yourself Kill me Cut yourself Hear me Kill yourself Kill me Over and over again Until my mind wants to explode And I want to do is give in To implode And listen to them But I can't let them Take over who I am So what's my plan? Help people Find a purpose Save people Destroy my surface Try to find myself today And wait for my #depression to go away

Holes I have holes I have been pierced By friends by family By lovers I gave my heart My bones My skin I gave all I could Now I am holy Practically in heaven Why not just pick up the pace? Why not jolt the timeline? Why not just give the world everything? My mind My body And my spirit In this society though That's not giving It's giving up And I refuse to give up on giving

I Am Yours We come from a world That's all our own On lovers lane Now I've shown That i believe In our destiny That you and me We're meant to be When we're together I can see The light in #life Smiles I achieve You're a winner You've won My heart My mind My soul And my body I am yours And you are mine Our bodies become intertwined Our souls hold hands We are a band Nothing can break us apart We are joined by the heart

You See You see You see the engravings on my arms You see the way I bow my head You see the weight my shoulders take You hear You hear the names they call me You hear the comments they make She's just a pile of bones She must be on crack Does she even eat? She's too skinny You feel You feel sympathy for me But what does that do? Nothing. I am drowning The pressure of gravity Swallowing me whole Like a snake You don't know what's at stake Lying through my teeth I say I'm fine But like a leaf I am falling Deeper and deeper Into despair But who cares? No one. You say You say nothing I scream but no one hears it No one sees it No one feels it But wait You hold You hold out your hand You make a connection Give me a reason to cope You win my election There is some hope