I Wonder I wonder who I am I wonder where I am going I wonder what opportunities i could have taken And which I have done fair justice to? I wonder if I had the chance What I would change in my #life? And what I would throw away? When I need to choose I wonder about the pros And I wonder about the cons. I wonder what people will think if I choose one way? And what others will think if I choose another? I wonder how it feels to be someone else, Like an Olympian gold medallist? Or the child of a Syrian migrant? I wonder what I should wear? What I should do? What I should say? And how I should fill my day? I wonder what the weather will be like tomorrow? And If I will live to 100 Or to 60? I wonder if I will ever clear my inbox? And how long I will continue in my job? Will I ever write a novel? Or marry? Or own my own home? Or travel abroad on my own? I wonder if I will ever stop wondering and make a plan? But as all this wondering is hard work, i wonder if I should have a cup of tea?

Because Of Easter It is nearly Easter Chocolate eggs abound Bunnies, flowers, spring A family gathering It is nearly Easter The gateway to exams Summer time is looming Daffodils blooming Some may go to church The egg hunt is calling Laughing children excitedly run Parents chat over a hot cross bun It is nearly Easter Will we see the tears of Heaven? The agony of God's own Son Dying alone for everyone? It is nearly Easter Why did Jesus have to die? Why the despair and then the joy? What does it mean to me? It is nearly Easter Not chocolate but bloody agony Betrayal, hurt, the torture of sin Which I suddenly see in the depths of me That Jesus lived, Jesus died yet rose again, Because of His awesome, incredible love for me I am forgiven, I am wanted, I am loved as a bride I'll be dancing with Him eternally BECAUSE OF EASTER.

Hello Today Today has dawned It's already several hours in. And I am part of it . My shadow will fall on the ground and the walls today. And where I walk, no one else can stand in that moment of time. I often start each day full of inertia, One day just like any other. But today I want to befriend Today, To discover what he looks like To see with his eyes and hear with his ears What does it feel like to be a day that slips by unnoticed? When the reason for your existence is to be loved and enjoyed? My destiny is that Today is part of my #life. I am destined to influence Today and Today to influence me. So hello Today, it's lovely yo see you. So sorry for the times I've allowed my struggles and inertia to blind me to your beauty. I want to explore you today To see what wonders you have in store for me. And even when things are hard what unknown secret strengths and faith you want me to discover in myself. So hello Today and welcome to my #life. I will never see you again after this day ends So let's enjoy it together to the full.

You Say You Love Me You say you love me and I sm amazed For what can you see in me? You say your love has been and always will be with me That I am secure and safe. You will never abandon me, never mock me, never turn away from me or betray me. You say you delight in me so much that you rejoice over me with singing. You've ask me to be your bride and tell me that with you at my side, the 2 of us walking together hand in hand and heart in heart that I can and will overcome all things, that nothing will be able to hinder me. I feel I am a nothing but you sqy you have chosen me snd picked me out to be yours from the very beginning. How can I be negative about myself when you say such amazing things? With your love I can climb a mountain and jump over every wall. Fences will no longer shut me in or out because your love sets me free. I need not live in fear because your love makes me bold and strong. I need not feel inferior because your love makes me wise. I am amazed you love me but you do and I love you and bask and live in your love for me

What? What do I live for? What is my goal? Do I have any vision? What is my role?