So four weeks ago five on Tuesday I put up a status on facebook saying like for a chat dean liked it so I texted him I had seen him before his pictures on Facebook and all that and he was really Goodlooking and seemed really nice but I was always afraid to text him because I thought he would think I'm some creep but that night when he liked my status I was really happy and I started texting him we started sending and all that he is so nice and I don't think I've ever been so upset over a boy I knew I would really get attached to him I didn't know why but I just really started liking him and we have been texting ever since then were after been through so much together were after having so many ups and downs but who doesn't we always got through them all together and came out stronger he's the first boy I've really liked in ages there's just something I really like about him I honestly would be lost without him he always makes me feel better and he never fails to put a smile on my face I know I have been a bitch to him when I was pissed off but I really didn't mean to take it out on him he doesn't realise how happy I have been since he started liking me and me and him started talking it breaks my heart when we fight but we were getting on well then one night it started again ... We weren't really getting on that night my friend told me stuff I asked her about it ..it started a fight I messed up everything again .. It was all my fault I got a message a little while later from dean saying he needed a break he's not meeting anyone for a while .. The minute I seen that message I burst into tears ... I knew it was all my fault I ruined Eveything again between me and him I don't think he likes me anymore but for me I still like him a lot it's not gonna be easy anymore to think that me and him could be done is a horrible feeling tbh ... I don't think I'll ever like anyone as much as I liked dean he meant everything to me .. Now I've lost him .. I don't know what to do anymore I just needed to get all that off my chest ...

Me And Dean❤️ Dean, last one didn't go up proper so I'll do it again , where to start know you four weeks now since me and you started talking my #life has got a whole lot better tbh no matter how shit I feel you always put a smile on my face I literally trust you with anything Id be lost without you tbh you honestly don't realise how much you mean to me you've helped me through so much your already there for me and I'll always be here for you no matter what me and you have been through so much together with our fights and everything and we helped eachother get through them all we always got through them and came out stronger when we had our first fight it really hit me that night of how much I actually do like you and I realised that you meant a lot to me , it upsets me sometimes when I think about you that maybe someday we won't be like this hopefully we will last though I think we will after everything were after been through we got through it all your so nice your really funny your unreal looking I literally love everything about you your voice your laugh everything , I think your coming out Saturday that should be good we'll probably end up killing eachother haahah nah we won't x but yeah I've honestly never liked a boy as much as I like you dean so yeah love you ❤️

Me And Dean❤️ Dean, where to start I know You four weeks now and honestly it has been the best four weeks in a long long time I know we've had our ups and downs but who doesn't we've got through all of them we've literally been through so much together we've came out of them stronger tbh and when we had our fight the first time I realise how much I really do like you and sometimes thinking about you and everything it upsets me to think that some day we might not be like this