untitled as usual. knotted up, tied down, bundled in my bad thoughts, sad and bitter, and always a cry baby, I ask for too much also, but then again, who doesn't?

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all my regrets are collecting. my heart is failing. I feel so dead. all I want is you. you. you. you. love me, rub me, give me all my needs. slowly, move along.

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you can't buy my love with ritious dollar bills, no, you can't keep me there with pictures and silly mind games. yeah I play hard to get? and you want me to stay. your trying to be hard to have , oh baby your driving me mad.

ranting about sad shit I'm trying to forget what she said , I'm trying to make sense in my head. thinking why the fuck would she do this? she just thrashed her anger onto me, and I never knew. I have to find out from a public society. maybe she told everyone but me? maybe she still feels that why? I can't even think straight. my thoughts are as tangled as my hair around her. does she give one shit? did she tell all my problems? does she hate me? am I just other pea in her pod? does she care about her 3 week relationship more than me? I don't even know how to speak to her. my words just choke me, feeling like I'm unable to make a simple sound. how do I smile around her? do I even smile around her? is it all still lies. I don't know. I'm so confused, I'm so dead inside. all her hate I never knew about. she just said all this. no fucking signs. she just put it out there. I can't even cry about it, all I can do is sigh. now I fel like all our memories are lies. it's kind of like loosing a love. I haven't lost her. but I think she might loose me.

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drive slow rockin out to some wicked ass tunes, cruising, we're jut young teenagers, having a good time . we don't care about the time, the date, or even the time of day, lets just steal grandpas truck again, let's go drive away.

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