Compulsion The rain poured down across her face The wind racing to match her quickening pace The lightning matching her energetic spirit This is her story, and your time to hear it On and off the light switch goes Eats her alive but nobody knows Wanting to talk she keeps it in She fights to loose, the feelings win It needs to stop, it needs to end Wanting the help, but help they won't send Looking normal, feeling defeated Overwhelmed, comfort needed They say they can help, that they all know But it's more than a perfectly even rainbow Stuck in a loop of endless behavior It leaves her now but meets her later Trapped in a box of inability She knows the big picture, what you don't see It's more than wanting, more than you can tell One moment she's fine, but it hits like a bell Making her mad, driving her crazy You don't get that your understanding is hazy The compulsions are monsters, where could they be They're inside that girl, they're inside of me