My Battle I ain't no perfect person I've made tons of mistakes You do a recap of my #life It all seems out of place Went from suicide to thoughts of homicide The devil lives in my head It's how I operate Sometimes I can't step out of bed He speaks to me His words are my laulabys I try to pray but he just reels me away Brings me back to my past & that's where my thoughts lay I stay thinking bout' my lusts They keep runnin through my head There ain't no escape He starts playing the tape The first time I smoked The first time I layed Layed back & let them control me Let them put it inside & try to show me.. Try to show me how to be used But I dident realize, I was bein abused Living in a false identity I started to believe what the devil named me I was called to be Called to be what he made me Made me hate my self When on the other side God was chasing me.. Only time will tell where I end up but until then, God will write my story, ain't that how it's supposed to be?