How Could I Forget? How could I forget you? Even if I tried, I still hear you singing in the back of my mind The way you use to hug me, the way you use to care.. I just still wish I still had you near Now you want to pursue your career Start a new #life as a pro dancer & leave me Cali bound.. I tried to talk to you, you left me hangin' You said it's time to move on I said I'm still here waiting You said there's no point, I'm not coming back I sat in silence not answering back. Tears slowly fell down my cheek, If Angels truly catch tears There's to much to catch An ocean full of heartache A slit to the wrist A pool full a blood A scar left inside Why did I let you do this to me? Leaving you was hard Excepting the fact that you don't want me back is harder Watching you walk with someone else broke my heart You calling her your best friend wasn't some joke I took that seriously, took it to the heart. You moved on & I'm hear waiting Now I know the truth When a heart breaks, it don't break even.

My Battle I ain't no perfect person I've made tons of mistakes You do a recap of my #life It all seems out of place Went from suicide to thoughts of homicide The devil lives in my head It's how I operate Sometimes I can't step out of bed He speaks to me His words are my laulabys I try to pray but he just reels me away Brings me back to my past & that's where my thoughts lay I stay thinking bout' my lusts They keep runnin through my head There ain't no escape He starts playing the tape The first time I smoked The first time I layed Layed back & let them control me Let them put it inside & try to show me.. Try to show me how to be used But I dident realize, I was bein abused Living in a false identity I started to believe what the devil named me I was called to be Called to be what he made me Made me hate my self When on the other side God was chasing me.. Only time will tell where I end up but until then, God will write my story, ain't that how it's supposed to be?