My War Leanne, when I found out you was ill I buried my feelings in the sand. I brushed off the feelings of others! I blocked it all out. Kept positive, braved each day. Then we was told it was cancer and it was terminal so they were buried further. "I'm okay" I lied to my self. I smiled to the outside world, I cried inside. I was strong for you, for the family, but often wondered why no one who was strong for me, I'm not selfish just a boy loosing the one person I opened my heart to completely, the person I told everything too! My role model, my confident but most of all my friend. 2 months on, only for a few tears have hit my cheek, my head knows you've passed, that you'll never return but my heart just won't believe it. There's a war going on in me. Baring that same smile still to the outside world. Leanne I miss you. 1/10/2012