Liking Someone Liking someone is horrific. They suddenly become iridicent, nobody compares to them and everything they say makes you want them more; nothing you do can get them off your mind. A single glimpse and a smile from them is all that is needed to make your day. Seeing a new Facebook photo or something makes your heart skip a beat. A quick conversation and a cuddle is better than anything. Their company is the only thing that truly makes you happy. That's how it works, more so when they like you too. When they want someone who isn't you, then it's truly horrible. They're perfect and everything you want, when you're just another person to them. You want nothing more to cuddle up with them while they're dreaming of someone else. You're always wanting to speak to them while they're not fussed. It's horrible. I can't get her off my mind and knowing I never enter hers sucks, an awful lot.

College Girl: Part 4 I'm fairly certain that my almost surreal finding of love has no future. Lately, I've found it hard to get a reply, never mind have a conversation with her. It's like she couldn't care less anymore and it absolutely sucks. She said that she wanted me from the second we spoke, that she wanted to have all these things with me. She wanted to just be with me; sit and watch TV, cuddle all night and just share company. We had plans of becoming 'cinema buddies' and going all the time together. When I got a car, we would go on days out. She had in her head, planned out the foreseeable future for us and that made me excited and made me get my hopes up that this would actually happen. But lately, thats all stopped. I don't know whats happened, whether I've done something wrong... But everything she ever told me that she wanted, is now looking like a well constructed lie to draw me in to where she wanted me and then just fuck with my feelings. To be honest, I'm gutted. She is beautiful, funny and just generally an awesome person to have around. Nobody as good as her has ever paid attention to me before and I don't want to lose her without getting to show her how happy I could make her. She could have everything she wanted and more. I hope I haven't lost her. I'm not going to give up. I'll keep doing my best to try to make her see that there is nobody who could make her happier than I could.

College Girl: Part 3 Over this past month an awful lot has happened... It started with Robyn and I getting along really well, it was like we'd been friends for years. We could stay up all night talking about anything, everything or nothing and never get bored. She'd tell me how she wished to fall asleep beside me and wake up in my arms, all the things that made me smile uncontrollably. Even when we met up it was cute, she'd let me hold her and we'd spend most of the time cuddling until one of us had to leave. Then we nearly kissed. We both wen't in nervously and both shied away. Since then things haven't quite been the same. She hasn't mentioned wanting me or to be held, barely saying anything of importance. That started getting me scared. I didn't want to end up stuck in the dreaded 'friend zone'. So i've been doing my upmost to keep the love interest going. I think I'm trying in vein. Last week her Grandad fell ill. Not surprisingly, she distanced herself from everything to try to cope. For a week we hardly spoke a sentance to each other. And unfortunately, he passed away yesterday. R.I.P. I did my best to console her and make her smile through it. Hope it worked. Today she seemed to be okay, we started talking like we used to just talking about anything, but then she went out and didn't reply for 4 hours, fair enough, she was busy. But when she finally replied, it was pointless. Basically mirrored what I said. It was hard to reply to. Then it broke down completely about 2 hours ago. I know she isn't asleep because she's using Facebook, so I'm just being ignored. I'm scared that I'm losing her. That she doesn't want all the things that she said. I'm scared that she built my hopes up just to let them down. I'm scared that I won't get my cute, clingy Robyn back. I'm scared she's going to take a dump on my feelings and make it so I'm nothing more than a memory. I hope I'm wrong. I've grown to like her far too much to lose her before it's even begun.

College Girl: Part 2 Through a massive stroke of luck, the very girl that I've had my eye on appeared on my Facebook. So then I searched her name on Twitter and found her. When I followed her, she sent me a message asking if I was the guy from College and ever since that we've been talking. I couldn't dream of this going any better!

College Girl I have been back at College for about two weeks now. Settling back into being overloaded with work is hard and stressful, but I've noticed someone who makes it that bit better. Theres a girl who sat next to me on the first day back. I was nervous as I instantly thought she was attractive; then I noticed her glancing at me, but I put it down to she would have just been people watching. The day after I noticed her staring at me when I walked past her. That's when she properly caught my eye. Girls don't pay attention to me, never mind a girl who is as gorgeous as this one is. When I saw her again on the afternoon I looked at her and smiled; she smiled back. Now whenever we see each other we smile. That's making me think that she is interested in me. The only problem with this is that she is always in a group of friends. As I've posted in the past, I am no good at approaching girls when they are alone, never mind with a friend. But if I see her alone soon I promise myself that I will go over and talk to her. I am definitely not letting this chance go to waste.