Time Machine 🌟💫 "We all have our time machines. Some take us back, they're called memories. Some take us forward, they're called dreams." - Jeremy Irons

Off the sand into the sea Off the sand into the sea Come with me Push hard Your off the sand jump in hold tight Your little duck egg blue boat Will keep you afloat If you look straight ahead and not to the ground new energy found Daylight is here but Darkness is your light Open your eyes And put up a fight Turn your thoughts into actions They are waiting To perform Act one now commencing Here in the stalls You can start small Lend a smile Because it is borrowed It will be returned start today for tomorrow today will be gone Drown your dark nightmares Awaken your Dreams Explain your needs Can’t rely on prays No god to been seen hold back on your tears For they fall from your face No more to be seen But float to find all the other tears of the world Where they now make a stream That goes out to the sea Where your little duck egg blue boat is waiting for you to sail to your dreams the horizon is red multi coloured a rainbow overhead let your imagination be feed you have to want it to see it... Push hard your off the sand.

Butterflies 🦋 Butterflies 🦋 We all have a hunger for me it’s you you feel it too Grab me by my ankles Stop me flying to high Bring me back to lay Deep in your arms You hold out your palms You say you wish me no harm I wait for you to move I need to see the prof How deep will you go With me you need to show Stop me breathing I feel you peeling me back to the bone There is nowhere to go I feel your heart pounding You have trapped me in your net I feel the weight of you You have me by my neck I say free me But it’s to late Feeling loved And no hate Let me go I can not stay I need to fly away

. #life . .#life. Sitting waiting quietly on the bed holding your slim bony hand Thoughts of the first time You held mine Look both ways to be safe Big smile on your face That was then This is now Slowly your eyes open With only a half smile I am in pain you said Would you stand for awhile Standing feeling totally useless Can’t get near you for the wires and lines the nurse appears looking at notes She gives me a sympathetic smile but no hope You gently stroke my arm saying #life has been great But not when in pain when you say I was the best thing in your #life and not to be sad But get on with my #life Feeling pain I have ever had Why hasn’t everything stopped Want it all to be still Looking at the half dead flowers on the windowsill should I throw them away or leave them in place I don’t want to go away But sense you want space Slowly leave, eyes welling up looking at the wall and back at you For the very last time Your Beautiful words Put in a cushioned box And stored in my mind Until less painful to reclaim rooted to the spot not wanting to give up hope But also knowing when I push though those double doors all of the best #life we had mine and yours will be no more. #myMemories*diary.

Summer sounds Summer sounds 🌊☀️ 🎶 You find me were the music meets the beach Listening to the sounds gentle waves reach my toes Palm trees swaying low High on White Island Held by a song that gave me your hand You flick the sand from my hair Sense of sweet jasmine hang in the air Bright pink#moonhaze Rhythm that throbs my veins It’s a special song that moves my mood along The way I hear the melody Running right through me The waves bring clarity as the sun slides low You with that summer glow Man don’t let go he tells me the rhythm is mine Warm skin With salty lips Skinny hips We find the rhythm of the beat The shimmering heat The jazz in my spine feeling his warm breath on mine Blues bring the mood thats beautiful the music goes down with the sun I’m not alone I have been found it’s Safe to exhale He whispers you have to love These summer sounds