I can't feel my legs. That thought used to make me panic, now it's the norm. I used to be a runner, I was the best at my school. That was before the accident. Now I have nothing. I sit in front of a computer everyday, wishing that I could at least walk again. Feel again. Instead I'm stuck in a metal chair as cold as my heart has become. That were so many things that I was going to do, that I could have become. I hate the way my father looks at me. He feels that I'm in this aweful chair becausr of him. But it's not his fault. No matter how many times I tell him this, he won't believe me. He comes to my place a lot more than he did before the accident. He tries to do everything for me. I feel so useless. I don't see my best friend that much anymore. It's hard to do what we did before. They have a new friend to hang out with. One that can do things that I can't. I can't help but feel bitter. I know it's not their fault and they aren't trying to make feel this way, but I can't help it. I'm so frustrated. While I was at my physical therapy session, my therapist suggested that I met someone. The person was a girl a little younger than me. She and her twin brother were attacked. She ended up in a wheelchair, never to walk again. She was the lucky one though. I watched her as she fought. She fought to become strong and she had the hope to be able to walk again. A hope I had lost long ago. It was amazing to see her trying so hard after sonething so terrible. Trying for something so hard. Trying for something that would probably never happen. She knew it probably won't happen, but she still tried. I feel courage and hope by watching her, but I also feel guilt. Guilt for giving up and drowning in my self-pitty. I am wasting my #life hiding behind a computer screen, when was so much that I could be doing instead. It angers me that I let being in a wheelchair take over my #life. Even though I can no longer walk, doesn't mean I can't do anything.

The room was empty, except for the small bird cage in the middle. A girl walks into the dark room and asks, "Why won't you sing for me singbird?" The bird's only purpose in #life was to sing, so why wouldn't the bird sing?

Parking Cars Parking cars Song parody of Counting Stars by One Republic [Chorus:] Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep Dreaming about the cars that I could park And lately I've been, I've been praying hard Said no more riding horses, we'll be parking cars Yeah we'll be parking cars [Verse 1:] Each row can fit nine Stop at the cone line In my face flashing lights Plenty of room, no need to fight Hot, but it's not that hot Cold, but it's not that cold I don't think the cars know How to do what their told Uuuuuhhh don't park on the line Uuuuuuh don't park over the line They couldn't drive, couldn't drive, couldn't drive Every car parking, makes me feel alive [Chorus:] Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep Dreaming about the cars that I could park And lately I've been, I've been praying hard Said no more riding horses, we'll be, we'll be parking cars Yeah [Verse 2:] I feel this car And I feel it burn, through the cones, every turn Grace is a five letter word, park that car, watch it turn Hot, but it's not that hot Cold, but it's not that cold I don't think the cars know How to do what their told Uuuuuuh don't park over the line They couldn't drive, couldn't drive, couldn't drive Every car parking makes me want to drive [Chorus:] Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep Dreaming about the cars that I could park And lately I've been, I've been praying hard Said no more riding horses, we'll be parking cars Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep Dreaming about the cars that I could park And lately I've been, I've been praying hard Said no more riding horses, we'll be, we'll be parking cars [Next park:] Oooh park that car watch it turn In between the cones lessons are learned Park that car watch it turn In between the cones lessons are learned Park that car watch it turn In between the cones lessons are learned Park that car watch it turn In between the cones lessons are learned Every car parking makes me feel alive [Chorus:] Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep Dreaming about the cars that I could park And lately I've been, I've been praying hard Said no more riding horses, we'll be parking cars Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep Dreaming about the cars that I could park And lately I've been, I've been praying hard Said no more riding horses, we'll be, we'll be parking cars Park that car watch it turn In between the cones lessons are learned Park that car watch it turn In between the cones lessons are learned Park that car watch it turn In between the cones lessons are learned Park that car watch it turn In between the cones lessons are learned

Art is an explosion. -Deidara

Pupa This is the manga and the anime combined into a written story, I don't own any of this. Prologue When I was young my dad use to hit my mom. She won't do anything to stop him, she just sat quietly and allowed him to continue to hit her. When he got bored of her, he would hit me and my younger sister. My mom acted like she didn't know that he was hitting us. My dad would laugh and say, "This is your reality." I couldn't do anything to stop him from hitting us, but I could protect my younger sister. I would shield her from him with my body. Sometimes it would work, other times it won't. Soon time passed and my mom and dad got a divorce. I thought that would the end of the nightmare, but it didn't. My mom meet a young man and ran away with him. Leaving me and my sister alone. I had to protect and take care for my sister by myself. Chapter 1 A young girl sat on a park bench alone. She waited every day on that bench for her older brother, but that day he was taking longer than usual. A tall lady wearing a black dress and a large black hat walked up to the girl. In the lady's arms was a cat. "You better get going," The lady said to the girl, "Before you see the red butterflies." The girl looked up with a confused look on her face. The lady walked away, leaving the girl alone in the park. The girl sighed, her brother was taking a long time. She looked up and saw that the park lights were turning on. Flying next to the lights were the prettiest red butterflies she had every seen. "Such big butterflies!" The girl said admiring the butterflies. "Their so pretty, I've never seen anything like them!" The bushes next to the bench started to rustle. A dog limped out of the bushes. "Are you hurt?" The girl asked and walked towards the dog. Suddenly the dog's eye falls out of his eye socket. Then dog's skin split open and it's insides spill out. The girl jumped back. The butterflies flew closer to the girl and the girl fainted. A boy walked up to the girl laying on the ground in the middle of the park. The boy looked like the girl. Both the boy and the girl had light brown hair and they wore similar uniforms school. "Yume?" The boy crouched beside the girl and scooped her up into his arms. "What happened to you, Yume?" The boy asked the girl. "Awake up Yume!" Yume opened her eyes to find herself in a dark place. Red butterflies flew around her. In her arms was a teddy bear. Yume looked down at the bear. It's eye was dangling out of it's head and it's stuffing was spilling out of it's stomach. "Oh no..." Yume says softly, "Yours insides are coming out..." "That's the same with you, right?" The bear looked up at Yume and smiled. Yume dropped the bear. Her eyes widen. She blinked and the blackness disappears and is replaced by her brother's face. "Brother..." Yume said softly. His face was covered with blood. He stared at her with horror. "Why are you making that face?" Yume asked. People were lying on the ground next to him. They were covered with blood and they weren't breathing. Yume looked down at her hands, they were big, pink, had huge claws and were covered with blood. *What is this...? Is this...my hand?* Yume wondered and then she remembered the weird dream she had with the butterflies and the bear. *Is this my insides?*