So Hard Ohh god. It's so complicated!!! I have no idea what I should do. I finally told her last night it won't work out for us. It's simple too many things between which make it very hard to have a good relationship. I will meet her up next month and see what happens but the fact that she is many ours from me does not make it easier. If I was close to her I would go all the way. I hope everything will end happy.