Fuck you I wish you care.
(I wish you’d cared.)
But you really don’t.
(And you never did.) I guess that’s okay.
(Fuck, no, it’s not.) I felt so happy,
because you chose me.
(I couldn’t believe it!) But you only did–
Because I was convenient. You didn’t love me.
(Because I was good.)
(Because I was nice.)
(That’s why you don’t.) (Because you just preferred—)
(Hot messes, broken hearts,)
(assholes, excitement, somethings bad) God, you were great.
It was all pretense. 
We were just pretending,
And I believed us. (Well, actually, not really.) What a fucking farce. Fuck, I loved you. I really, really did. 
(I wish I didn’t.)
I wish I’d never. But, god, I did. I had loved you. and you, (but you) You just walked away.
(Like you always do.) But, maybe, that’s okay. Of course, it isnt. (And, it never was.) And you know what? Good fucking riddance, asshole.

X The stars, never against us. Or for us. We are neither doomed nor blessed. Ours will be the love no star will, or could ever, thwart. For star-crossed, we are not, and; lucky stars, we've none to thank. For, though our paths cross, we remain asymptotic. Your stars and mine, in different galaxies, do belong. Indifferent galaxies do belong.

Heart and Brain "Stop," said the Brain to the Heart for the nth time. At which point, the Heart finally rolled its eyes and loudly sighed, saying— "Shut up, you pretentious creature, this is your fault in the first place."

Forever Trapped O'er the fear, or let me choke; drown in agony, and of darkness cloak. Surrounding me, strangling me, lest I be free, for freedom—Alas! I shall never be.

Dark Brown in my heart i knew forever doesn’t exist (for fools like me) [this is an insanity that will not last a cage of temporary neurochemical attraction] but in the brief moment that i had stared into her dark eyes (still the brightest thing in the fucking galaxy) i caught a glimpse of eternity