To Those I Love Smiling, no im crying You can only see the mask that i show Im dying This pain in side wount go I watch those around me Acting like every thing is good I put away the key Ya im not taking off my hood I think my heart is damaged Can not be repaired Every thing that has happend A bit of it is uncleared Here i say to you im fine But thats not the truth Really im crossing the line Giving my death ticket to the reaper on the other side of the booth I try to help others and be by there side Telling them they will never be alone Hoping they will never cry Hoping this will always be known I know i dont say how i feel all the time But you know i dont lie in #poem This is my crime Ill admite i feel broken I say this know and for ever more I love you So please do not ignore And this fighting is making me blue Im sorry for what i did For the things i have done and said Ill try to close the lid But really im hanging by a thread But if you want me gone That is what i will do I will not respone Then ill know this relationship is through But first tell me you hate me Then ill truly leave But know youll always be deep in my heart and you have the key So please do not greve

Im Sorry Dear What is love I thought it was a spark Something that can take me out of the dark Something that would make me feel like a dove But now I feel is pain The one I'm with, his words hurts like knifes What's now  between us, strifes Its driving me insane When together my heart will not pound I feel like a #life less doll Lips sealed so you can't hear my call My hands are bound Right know I'm pacing the floor Trying to know what to do I don't want to hurt him but I think this should be through So we can both walk out that door I'm sorry my heart I'm sorry my dear But I think I should make my self clear I think we should part

Masked Look at me My eyes are hollow Roaming around trying to be glee But where ever I go darkness will follow My chest feels heavy What is it that I feel Not knowing is becoming scary But it should not be a big deal But even so this pain will grow Scaring me from within The damage that is has done I don't know But I'll still have a grin Can one explain what I feel This weight in my chest And tell me I can put it in a seal I am doing my best Right know my brain is mixed Full of confusion and fear I wish this could be fixed But I don't think I have the right gear I am weak But with my mask you can not see what I hide So ya call me a freak But at least I have pride This is me and I will find out what to do Even so if it dose come to it I'll need your help to This I will admit

Knowing The Truth You know the times you find the truth behind others that are close to you. That they have a mask in front of you one they will take off when your not in their sight of view. They talk bad about you, cersing about you. You dont know what to do about it, so you let it be and wear a mask as well. Youve done that for so long that you lost sight of who you are or who you once were. How to fix this, I have no clue, but the more one goes through this, they start to becoming more blue. Dark thought start to sworm their head and so they will be hanging by a thread.

Over It He knows I really don't care So why does he keep pulling my hair Believing he has me in his grip Which could be why I snip He turns around to my friend Hiding thinking that who he can depend He hides behind her, using her as a shield Thinking that everything he says will be sealed He talks crap about me I don't know if he thought others would agree This ex that dropped me for another He came back to huver For the girl he crushed on was a load of crap Which made him see her as scrap After that he runs back to me God does he not see I don't take guys back if the dump me for another chick And ya, know he makes me sick For I feel I was used or he thinks he can come back to me whenever Ha! He's not very clever I will not lie I have a new guy I love him so dearly Can’t my ex see that clearly