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My mind is a blur of forgotten memories, tragedies and mistakes that I've made.

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Dark Power This world is filled with dark power. Dark power seems to overcome our weak minds at one point. It leads us to a world of pain, insanity, and death. The pain incases us in a constant reminder of the cruel world we live in. The insanity traps us in a world of our deepest fears. Death ends our miserable lives but leaves a path of sorrow for our lost soul. Dark power is what rules the world. It fills the human mind with the idea that we are the superior species. In reality we destroy the world and we destroy ourselves. Dark power gives us the power to destroy our weak minds and souls.

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    Him Why did I fall head over heels in love with him? Why did I fall for him? Why did i start to fall for this guy? Why haven't I given up? Why can't I leave him behind? Why can't I stop loving him? Why did I deny my feelings all this time? Why can't I be happy? Why can't we be together? Why did I believe I loved him? Can't I just forget I ever loved him? Because he's himself and makes me smile. He's personality and his smartness. I dont know. Because there's a possibility you can be with him. Because he likes you. Because you love him too much. Because it would hurt too much to know the truth. Because he's far away from being yours. He's afraid to lose you. I don't know. No.

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      Memory Loss You know it sucks not being able to remember my past. But it does have advantages, I don't have to remember the heartbreaks or the times I cried for pointless reasons. But I do want to remember the good times, the times I laughed, how I met the people I love. I want to remember the reason I fell in love with him. I want to remember how I used to view the world. I want to remember the reason I tried to kill myself. But I can't. There's a dam in my brain holding back my memories, the harsh truth of my #life. I wish it would break but then I ask myself if I could handle the truth.

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        Free We were driving up to Ruidoso, NM. She was in the driver's and I was in the passenger's. When we reached Mesclarero, she rolled down the windows. Her eyes grew bigger and #life filled her. She was no longer the sad, depressed girl I had grown to know over the past two weeks. A giggle escaped her lips and I swear I could hear her heart beating. She looked at me and smiled. Its been a while since I've seen her smile a real smile. I smiled back. She took a deep breath and drove faster. Eagerness took over her and at last we were there. The dam that held back happiness was broken. That's all she became, her entire being was made of happiness. When she spoke, it was no longer dry or monotoned, it was light and bell-like. How long did it take her to convince herself to let me see her this way? The saddest thing was to see this girl go. Driving away was the hardest thing to experience. She lost the spark in her eyes and #life seemed to pour out of her. I looked at the girl, the one I had fallen in love with. I remembered the girl I saw a while ago, I had also fallen for her. I didn't want her to be in pain. I wanted to make her smile, permanently. I took her hand and she looked at me with hope filling her brown eyes.

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          I want to run away from all the drama. I want to leave my fears behind and become who I really am. I want to forget every mistake I've made. I want to get away from my past and never remember. I want to go to a place where I can be loved and be free.

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