Should've Known I don't know, I just feel really stupid. I look back at relationships I've had with people. Ones that don't really exist anymore... It's sad. Especially ours. I would ask my mom for 10 bucks almost every weekend to go get ice cream with you or something. And the whole summer, all she said was, "This boy really has a crush on you." It kind of went in one ear and out the other because to me, that's still unheard of. Somebody having a crush on me. It just sounded absolutely absurd. I should have known when you held every damn door for me and complimented my drawings and insisted on paying for my ice cream as I dug around in my purse for my money. I should've known when you shoved 5 dollars into the store clerk's hand and I yelled your name and the lady just smiled at us like she knew something I didn't. I should've known when you hugged me goodbye. They were always awkward hugs but I always smiled because you were never one to show affection. I wish I had told you that I liked you too. I liked you so much. Now all I can manage is a "hi" in the school hallways. For the love of God, answer my fucking texts. I liked you too.
