Walls it's so cold i think i may freeze down here all alone i feel rain on my head but no idea where it is falling from it's so dark i can't see a thing i fear that if i try to find a way out i may fall or find something that i don't want to find so here i sit down here in the depths of my soul it's so lonely down here with my heart so cold my heart was warm once a brief flicker of joy in a #life of sorrow and pity then that flicker burned me charred my feelings incinerated the silly, weak, lovesick girl i once was so I started building brick by brick i made my walls i built them up down here in my heart until the flame i thought was love was blocked out of sight these walls keep out hurt they keep me safe and while my walls block out the flame of pain and brokenness they also shade out the light that could be love so down here i sit in the dark in the cold in my walls

boredom is the worst of illnesses

"People are gonna tell you who you are your whole #life. You just gotta punch back and say, “No, this is who I am”. You want people to look at you differently? Make them! You want to change things, you’re gonna have to go out there and change them yourself, because there are no fairy godmothers in this world."

Love is Weakness "Love is weakness, dear. It feels real now, at the start it always does, but it’s an illusion. It fades, and then you’re left with nothing."

"She thinks herself sly, but in truth she is utterly predictable. She wants power, but has no notion of what to do with it once she gets it."