Him As Nature At this moment when ocean above Seems sacred and serene Dreamy splotches of white Clings gloriously to forever extending Forever altering heavens Right beneath is a natural sculpture of Adam That becomes an imminent, eternal memory Of the glamoured, sensational picturesque Faintly luminous His eyes are sunken Like a disastrous whirlpool that swallows Everything within his sight Including my attention, my gaze And his nose twirled like vines and flowers Between mountain high cheekbones And the waterfall joins the giggling pond The vibrating lips rippled widely Spreading the harmonious melody to me I was triggered to join in the tidal chorus Lose myself in grandeur of him And everything melts together In the scintillating ocean of sapphires Beneath

Love In A Different Way At the end of the day, When the storm dissolved at bay While behind the clouds, shone a ray The mood remained ungay As the gloomy rain still stayed Scatters of ruins, heart-breakingly lay Among my unanswered prayer I reached into myself, layer by layer To realize my dream, a color in the grey Has sickeningly gone astray I want to end this, The joy, the sorrow in the mist My desire for you canot fulfill my needs I aim to succeed I aim to lead Yet you have taken to large a part In my greedy, fiery heart I want you, but I don't You confuse, distract me, thus I won't Risk you, you're an unstable fuel That rockets me through The upcoming duels Don't be mistaken, I still love you But maybe in another way As a sister, I say So that we can seperate In different paths, at the end of the day You'll be night, and I'll be day We are distinct, but I'm not away Still joined together Forever and ever Only in a different way

If We Never Fell For Each Other, You'd Still Be Here:"-( Our fingers clambered to each other, Feeling the tense little shudder In between, and the warm, humid air Caressed the lovers in despair The silent song of sadness sits Slitting, shredding my heart into bits Knowing I am the reason to his depart The fragile, once-contented heart Brittles Little by little Tears descend as mourning rain Pools at my groin, it coils with pain But there is no turning back My hope slacks He’ll be going And I’ll be here, watching his absence With horrible knowing His presence is the essence That fills my hollow body My soul now disembodied Replaced with guilt and regret Of allowing myself to fall For a person whom I loved His #life now messed up, fucked up My sobbing reduced into hiccups For countless times I feel sorry and regretted Yet it is an apology unaccepted

Ocean Darkness Whisper of waves sings To the foamy, dancing ripples To my memories, the melody brings Those breaking, eternal shadows. It was supposed To be beautiful But to the norm it opposed Like a ghastly, brutal cathedral The night he drowned His screams echoed in my veins Like a canon, my heart pounded Accompanied by the shatter of rain The beauty of the ocean Hides a scar that'll never heal Darkness lurks in #depression Within my heart it seals.

Bird's Eye View At Night Imagine yourself as a bird soaring across the black, endless ocean of clouds, where constellations above and streetlights below constantly wink at you with a soft yellowish glimmer. And you will realize when the stars below fade in, those above fade out. #lightpollution