If We Never Fell For Each Other, You'd Still Be Here:"-( Our fingers clambered to each other, Feeling the tense little shudder In between, and the warm, humid air Caressed the lovers in despair The silent song of sadness sits Slitting, shredding my heart into bits Knowing I am the reason to his depart The fragile, once-contented heart Brittles Little by little Tears descend as mourning rain Pools at my groin, it coils with pain But there is no turning back My hope slacks He’ll be going And I’ll be here, watching his absence With horrible knowing His presence is the essence That fills my hollow body My soul now disembodied Replaced with guilt and regret Of allowing myself to fall For a person whom I loved His #life now messed up, fucked up My sobbing reduced into hiccups For countless times I feel sorry and regretted Yet it is an apology unaccepted