Four Years Four years have passed. Where was I then? Far from where I am now. Not by location, but emotions, growth... So much has changed. I was with someone. Someone I met not long after the last time I posted. Someone that I thought was perfect for me. As of one month ago, I know that is not true. I met people. People that were once strangers have become some of the most important people to me. Some of those that I once considered my best friends have drifted away. But I am not angry, nor upset, because I realise that you can't hold on to all aspects of your past. You need to let them go to make way for things in your future. I met him. And he is so good to me, and he would never hurt me. He thinks that I am beautiful. He makes me feel beautiful. And he has made me feel whole again. Four years will pass. Where will I be? Who will I meet? Who will I love? So many questions will be asked and answered. But I can wait. I am happy in this place. With these people. With him. And I don't want to make room for anything in my future. For my present has gifted me with all that I could ever want.

Feelings Today I was inspired by the late Esther Earl to make a post just talking about my feelings. She said that it was great just to get them out there, and see them written down in front of you, so here goes. First and foremost, I feel scared. I feel scared about the future and what it holds, what will happen when I leave school, when I move out. What happens to my family in the years to come. I feel nervous about my health, because I've been sick a lot in the past year and a half and it's been a really hard time for me, both physically and emotionally. I feel ashamed that I often feel sorry for myself, even though I know there are people out there in much more difficult situations than myself. I also feel like I'm wasting my #life lying around doing nothing, when I could be out doing something that matters. I feel sad that my friends are going to go their separate ways, but I feel happy that I've got to spend time with them in the past and the present. I feel anxious about the new situations I'm going to find myself in when I leave school and go out into the world. I feel worried that I'm going to be stuck here for the rest of my #life. I feel like there's so much I could do, but I'm too shy to do it. I feel ignored by people, and like nobody really cares about what I have to say. I feel tired and sick sometimes because of my illness, and upset because nobody truly understands what it is that I'm going through. I feel weak. I feel like I'm pretending that I don't care what people think, when I actually kind of do. I feel bored with #life, because I'm wasting it, and I know that I'm wasting it. But I feel motivated to work hard and achieve my goals. And finally, I feel regretful of things that have happened in the past, but thankful that they've made me the person that I am today. And that's pretty much it. I encourage all of you to make a post describing your feelings. Link it to me and I will read it, because it's so important that someone is there for you <3.

The Fault In Our Stars- Page 153 "Okay, read me something else then ?" "Um," I said. "I don't have anything else?" "That's too bad. I am so in the mood for poetry. Do you have anything memorized?" "'Let us go then, you and I,'" I started nervously, "'When the evening is spread out against the sky / Like a patient etherized upon a table.'" "Slower," he said. I felt bashful, like I had when I'd first told him of An Imperial Affliction. "Um, okay. Okay. 'Let us go, through certain half-deserted streets, / The muttering retreats / Of restless nights in one-night cheap hotels / And sawdust restaurants with oyster-shells: / Streets that follow like a tedious argument / Of insidious intent / To lead you to an overwhelming question... / Oh do not ask, "What is it?" / Let us go and make our visit.'" "I'm in love with you," he said quietly. "Augustus," I said. "I am," he said. He was staring at me, and I could see the corners of his eyes crinkling. "I'm in love with you, and I'm not in the business of denying myself the simple pleasure of saying true things. I'm in love with you, and I know that love is just a shout into the void, and that oblivion is inevitable, and that we're all doomed and that there will come a day when all our labor will be returned to dust, and I know the sun will swallow the only earth we'll ever have, and I am in love with you."

The Fault In Our Stars The risen sun too bright in her losing eyes. That's God, I think, the rising sun, and the light is too bright and her eyes are losing but they aren't lost.

Aragorn's Speech "Sons of Gondor! Of Rohan! My brothers! I see in your eyes the same fear that would take the heart of me! A day may come when the courage of men fails, when we forsake our friends and break all bonds of fellowship. But it is not this day. An hour of wolves and shattered shields when the age of Men comes crashing down! But it is not this day! This day we fight! By all that you hold dear on this good Earth, I bid you stand! Men of the West!"