paper plane you make me feel like a paper plane. when you are sweet to me, i float easily, sailing breezily through the air above everyone else and fluttering up through white fluffy candyfloss clouds into the soft white castles of heaven.. but when you are not kind to me, you rain on me. crumple up my wings like an enraged toddler with a dissatisfactory toy, rendering me soggy and crumpled and useless, a limp ball of paper on the muddy ground...no fun to play with, broken and unable to fly... but soon you will pick me up again with soft murmurs of "im sorry" and gentle kisses, shaking out my tattered wings and smoothing the water out of me, and sending me up soaring into the air again, not quite as flawlessly and effortlessly as the first time, but faithfully and naively until the next time i fall, nonetheless <3

always<3 i need you. im nothing without you, i actually cant imagine living without you, waking up and not seeing your face, not sitting down to lunch with you, not holding you whenever you cry. you and me, we are a comedy duo. a classic "perfect couple", a pair of idiots together in our bliss and love for one another. your smile makes me feel all warm and tingly inside sometimes i forget how much i love you, cuz we argue a lot and you snap at me for no reason whatsoever or storm out of the house in a huff or i whine to you too much and i dont show my love enough, and it sometimes feels as though we are drifting apart like we are in a raft on the open sea and it is starting to break apart in the middle...and we are not in love, the invisible veins that bind our two hearts together have been severed...and then just when the last few ounces of hope are starting to trickle away from me you will smile your radiant beautiful smile at me, or hug me for no reason, wrapping me in strong but delicately tanned arms that make me feel tiny and safe and soft and small, or kiss me hard with your big beautiful grey eyes glittering like millions of tiny blue stars floating in a soft grey ocean of clouds, or smile at me in the snow, catching snowflakes with those impossibly long innocent brown eyelashes...and all those old feelings of mine come rushing back in a heartbeat...my overwhelming adoration for my beautiful princess, my heart jumps and rattles like a big alarm clock buried deeply within the confinements my ribcage, threatening to burst out of the walls of its prison by swelling up to improbable proportions when i see my angel from heaven. i dream of your darling face when i sleep. i want to spend every day of the rest of my #lifetime beside you, growing old and frail and fat and ugly together. i want you to always be mine, because you make me feel like im flying and i love you. im always yours <3 after everything, after all the fights and tears and break-ups and make-ups and affairs and mistakes and pain....always <3

jenny dearest <3 jenny i love you. i love you so much and i want to fall more in love with you every day and i want to spend every day with you and grow old with you, i want to live with you in a caravan by the sea and watch crow's feet and smile lines appear around the edges of your kind grey eyes. i want to watch your tummy swell with a child inside it under your flannel shirts, i want to be there to make your tea when you come home from work, i want to hold you tight in bed every night for the rest of our lives, i want to lie in a field with you and watch the stars. i want to wake up late with you on a lazy saturday morning after a friday night out and watch spongebob squarepants and smoke a blunt or two. i want to hold your beautiful hair back when you puke, i want to wrap you round my shoulders and carry you home when your so bloody drunk that you cant even walk. i want to take you to the cinema and then out for chips with vinegar and brown sauce afterwards. i want to lie on the ground with you and feel the rain on our faces. i want to lie in your lap and have you play with my hair. i want to be your wife and i want you to be mine forever and ever... #life is too short, a #lifetime not long enough for me to be with you i want to live forever just so i can be with you for an eternity <3

better than me you deserve someone infinitely better than me. someone as beautiful as you, someone as strong and clever as you, someone as sweet as you. you deserve better than you could actually find in a human, because your just so wonderful that nobody is good enough to match you. your the best. and although youll never find someone as amazing as you, you at least deserve someone better than me and although im sure with a smart strong funny sweet guy or gal you will find so many good days amd nights, i have something nobody else will ever have. i love you more than anything in this world, i love you more than anyone else ever will. you will be hard pushed to find some girl or boy who will give you their jacket and shirt in the freezing snowstorms and shiver in a vest top. someone who spends every penny she has buying you things, someone who will give you her last cigarette when you are both gasping on one. someone who has memorised all your favourite of everything. who will give you their bus ticket and walk home. who'll sprint to your house in the middle of the night in the belting rain just cuz you called to say that you miss me. who'll wipe the puke off your chin and switch clothes with you when your drunk, who'll carry you the three miles home after a big night out...who'll hold you tight when you have a bad trip and who will curl up and cry with you and watch sad films when your having a bad day. who will ring up your phone just to say "i love you" itll be almost impossible to find someone who will do all these things for you, someone who will love you as much as me. but i bloody well hope you find someone who will, cuz your the most wonderful girl in the world and god knows you deserve it. i love you <3

darling this morning you woke me up..i was lying on my tummy and you climbed on top of me and kissed my ears until i woke up and then i woke up and rolled over to your beautiful smile...and you laughed...id forgotten how happy you make me on the rare occasions that you're in a good mood...its times like this that make all the arguments and the tears worth it...<3