always<3 i need you. im nothing without you, i actually cant imagine living without you, waking up and not seeing your face, not sitting down to lunch with you, not holding you whenever you cry. you and me, we are a comedy duo. a classic "perfect couple", a pair of idiots together in our bliss and love for one another. your smile makes me feel all warm and tingly inside sometimes i forget how much i love you, cuz we argue a lot and you snap at me for no reason whatsoever or storm out of the house in a huff or i whine to you too much and i dont show my love enough, and it sometimes feels as though we are drifting apart like we are in a raft on the open sea and it is starting to break apart in the middle...and we are not in love, the invisible veins that bind our two hearts together have been severed...and then just when the last few ounces of hope are starting to trickle away from me you will smile your radiant beautiful smile at me, or hug me for no reason, wrapping me in strong but delicately tanned arms that make me feel tiny and safe and soft and small, or kiss me hard with your big beautiful grey eyes glittering like millions of tiny blue stars floating in a soft grey ocean of clouds, or smile at me in the snow, catching snowflakes with those impossibly long innocent brown eyelashes...and all those old feelings of mine come rushing back in a heartbeat...my overwhelming adoration for my beautiful princess, my heart jumps and rattles like a big alarm clock buried deeply within the confinements my ribcage, threatening to burst out of the walls of its prison by swelling up to improbable proportions when i see my angel from heaven. i dream of your darling face when i sleep. i want to spend every day of the rest of my #lifetime beside you, growing old and frail and fat and ugly together. i want you to always be mine, because you make me feel like im flying and i love you. im always yours <3 after everything, after all the fights and tears and break-ups and make-ups and affairs and mistakes and pain....always <3