Written In The Stars I'm a Pisces through and through. I do not read my horoscope on a daily basis but when it's appears before me I can not help but read it and look for confirmation that I'm on the right track. My horoscope today is below.......... Will all of your dreams come true? Let us hope not. For you have a lot of dreams and quite a few of them are best kept safely in the realm of fantasy. But some of them can and will. One of them is beginning to turn into a reality as we speak. Is this more than you dared hope for? No, it is simply what you deserve. You are entitled to the gift that the cosmos is now bestowing upon you and you should feel free to accept it with grace and gratitude. It is now possible for you to take a series of highly constructive steps to prepare. I've just found out I'm pregnant! ill take this as a good sign!x

Foolish Trust You should know that I do not have an army of friends. I have my Husband, my mother and three girls who share my #life and that's plenty for me. I love them all dearly and would happily destroy anyone who tried to hurt them. Which is why this story makes me sad. There is another lady in my circle of friends. She is only involved in my #life because she knows each of my girls separately. And as a fun loving group she is involved in every girls night or social function. To protect the not so innocent we will call her Damien. Damien is a pretty snake with a sinister smile. Whenever I see her she is all hugs and kisses and isn't it lovely to see you kinda girl. She will offer to make you tea and appear to be so happy to see you you cant help but feel love from her. She will sit you down and ask you open questions and will get the facts she needs. She will allow you an opportunity to release the burdens of honesty you wish you could say to your friends. You know that good old fashioned honesty with no repercussions, well that's what's promoted with Damien. You can trust her, she will not say a word to anyone, remember its none of her business. LIER! UNTRUSTWORTHY! DECEITFUL! HORRIBLE WOODEN SPOON! I got bitten badly. I fell for the snakes charm and within days my frustrated thoughts are unleashed onto the very people I protected them from. All my exaggerated thoughts to sound funnier than they where we repeated in a negative way. My girls whom I adore where victims of my pent up frustrations that I never shared. I will never trust her with anything again. And in turn she can trust me with nothing. She can't even trust me to make her a cup of tea. I will not go out of my way to hurt her however given an opportunity for a big old slice of Karma it will be served with a sinister smile. Little does she know I am now her snake in her grass, and trust me Damien I do bite.

Fifty Shades Of..... Have you read the books yet? I must say I thoroughly enjoyed the story of the rich, horny control freak with mother issues. Mr Grey apparently will be responsible for the biggest baby boom since the war when no one had any electricity and nothing better to do than get down and do the bad thing! After reading them all, feeling quite sad the whole affair was over I wondered what I was going to miss the most? Was it the sex in the Red Room with all his toys and contraptions? Was it the control he demanded Anastasia put up with? Or was it the refreshing attitude of do as I say because it matters not to me? How many women sat and read these books fantasising that they were Miss Steel and the man sitting in their lounge watching TV would all of a sudden turn into Mr Grey and have their wicked way with them? I did! Christian had the money to do anything he pleased. He could afford anything, he could fly planes, buy a company just so he could fire someone and from my imagination looked like Brad Pitt with a Tom Hardy twist of rough. Did the story spark a fantasy within that all girls wish for or just remain a fantasy for arousal only? Would I want to be with a man with that many issues? Who had to control everything down to love making? I can safety say I wouldn't, I enjoy the respect in my relationship and the ability to want to achieve great things together. My Mr Grey is called Darren and he is all man minus the plane and the Red Room. Although I enjoyed Christian he isn't the kind of man you live with, he is the kind of guy you pick up, abuse for an hour or so and put back on the shelf.

Illuminati Do you believe the Illuminati exists? The New World order that control the world through the media and the banks. Do the Rockafellas and Rothchilds control what we know and when? I've noticed lately artists are bragging through symbols that they are part of this notorious cult. Finger symbols posed in photos and hidden in their album covers suggest that they are privy to more than the average Joe is. Jay Z and Kanye West to name a few are constantly referring to the Illuminati through their music and I'm starting to believe that there is more to this conspiracy. These people are very powerful and have more money than you and I could ever dream of. Why them? And why have so much money? Are rap and pop stars our modern day version of the Illuminati? We want to wear what they wear, we spend our digital money to download their digital words and we do it when ever they advertise on the TV or Internet to do so. People like myself become poorer in order to make them richer. Am I under control as they want me to be? Today Rihanna, another person claiming to be in the Illuminati Tweeted to say her new song Diamonds was out to buy on iTunes. Without even thinking about it I hit the purchase button and made her 99p richer and making myself 99p poorer. Didn't even think about it, no hesitation at all. I liked the song, I like her and that's how my decision was made. My decision or programmed control? I would love to say that I decided to do that, but I've got myself thinking about it now. I wonder if these secret meetings that take place between a few people playing chess with the world actually happen on a weekly or monthly basis. The CEO's of the world. The ones who want World Wide control. I believe the things we are told are the things we are meant to hear. I want to know about the stories that do not make it into the papers or news at 10. The real news that affects all of us. Money makes us slaves in this real #life game of Monopoly that we live in. We travel, pay rent, take a chance and quite often get shafted with hidden taxes given by community chests such as the Government. There is no such thing as free parking and if you screw up to often then you will go directly to jail without passing go. Are we all just pieces in this game of #life and if so how do you win the pot and live happily ever after? When do we stop working so hard for others and start finding happiness and harmony ourselves? The answer is live your own #life, don't fall for the manipulation of this world. Be who you want, look how you want and say what you want as long as it doesn't cause hurt of distress to others. Be the Illuminati of your own world and sod the bigger picture. I hope you have time to read this before the Illuminati pull this off Opuss, remember they have the power to do anything. Look out for the signs, most of them are stamped on American dollars. Play the game and just maybe you might just win it.

21st December 2012 A fellow Opussien has just written a great #poem about the End Of The World. I wanted to write a piece on this subject because it holds a topic of conversation that I've been having with friends of late. It is claimed that the Mayan Calendar will come to a fearful end on 21st December 2012. So in reality not that far away. I heard about this doomsday theory a few years ago and has played on my mind ever since. It got me thinking about my own future and in a mad way has really affected me. I wanted to be married by that day, I've booked the day off work already as I refuse to meet my maker in an office block speaking to angry people and I'm wondering if I should bother getting Christmas presents either. My biggest personal delay is should I have a baby? Now some of you may think why put your #life on hold or worry about something that might not even come true. I've been shocked by how much this potential fact has bothered me. I heard a reassuring fact the other day that in theory the Mayans 21st December 2012 actually passed in February this year. They as a civilisation didn't have leap year in their calendar so this date has passed and nothing happened. Phew! I also read that the Mayans where the demise of their own race in the end. They would sacrifice their people to give to the gods and then dumped their bodies in the surrounding river. Over time and the sheer amount of people their slaughtered they poisoned their own water supply and in turn all died anyway. Seeing as they didn't predict their own demise I'm pretty confident we are safe. If like me you have these thoughts, join me....take the 21st December 2012 off work, spend it with loved ones and just remember to be thankful that its not the end of the world. Last thought....just in case these Mayans are right and the world does fall apart, be grateful for what you had and make peace with yourself before hand. Don't be scared, as for the first time in ever, we will all be behind you!x