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Follow me on Twitter: @thekenmendoza. Well, first off I'm a fan of Poems, Books, and any literature stuff. I have my own blog it's http://www.thewisegentleman.co.cc, and I ? chocolates. I am an aspiring author; and, right now, as I'm typing this Bio thingy I am close to finishing another chapter of my book entitled "Wolfpire Chronicles (Book I)". And please follow my twitter account which is @thekenmendoza. Enjoy reading my works of art. Bye!

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Is It Me, Or Them? I'm not usually the type of person that shares his #life to the public. But, me and my parents had this argument, and no one wants to admit that he/ she is wrong. Should I say sorry to them? I mean, they're my parents and all, but is it always me who has to say sorry? 2 days ago we were in the car. Everybody was having fun and my older sister was laughing. It was one of our best memories, or as I hope so. After my older sister's bestfriend left the car became silent. My younger sister was asleep in my older sisters lap and I'm snugged there at the side looking outside the window. A lot of thoughts were rambling up in my head and it occurred to me one thing, I was never the favorite. Although I was the only guy offspring my mother and father have created, I was always the understudy. My sister, whenever she fails something would get nagged on. But afterwards my parents would show her sympathy. My younger sister on the other hand was the apple of the eye. She's smart, uber talented, and beautiful. She was always the main concern of the family (mainly because she's the youngest) and was always the one that can make our parents smile. She would cry whenever she has even a mistake in the exams and my mum and dad would come and swoop all of the sadness in her eyes and give her the comfort she needs. She was a scholar in the most prestigious school in our city, and she was given private vocal lessons. She was "snobby", a term I wouldn't use in front of them. But, you get my point right? Anyways, she was given the utmost care, a carpool that will take her to and from the school, given the best education in town, coached by the best vocal instructor (that costs my parents more than 400$ a month), and is given clothes, shoes, and any other thing they deem cute to look at to her. For them she was an angel. Now let's go to me, I'm the middle child, and the only dude in the family. I have spent half of my #life being the youngest, and I felt those treatment she felt when I was her age. I'm smart and just like her I study in a prestigious high school meant for students with great abilities in Math and Science. But, unlike her I was a full scholar (the government pays for my education along with a stipend) while my sister was only a 1/4 scholar (because my parents would pay 3/4 of her annual debt in the school, and trust me when I say that it costs around 2,000-3,000$ a month). Besides that I'm also talented; although, I have never really outgrown my shell. You see, I only sing inside the school, where my parents are nowhere to be found, and inside the bathroom, whenever I'm the only person in the house. It's not a big of a deal for me at first. But, whenever I see the smile on my colleagues faces whenever I sing, it gives sadness inside of me knowing that I can't do it in front of my own family. I feel that they do not know the entire me, and who I really am. For them I am just a shy guy who loves books and plays the computer often. I don't think it's not my fault that I'm shy in front of them, because they are like gum, once you eat it, it becomes more and more delicious and you get that awesome tingling in the taste buds. But after awhile the gum loses its flavor, and you end up with a gum orgasm that's just left there hanging... I guess what I'm trying to say is that when you perform in front of them they mislead you to thinking that you're good and after awhile they start to criticize you and tease you or shut you up whenever you perform in front of them. So, I stopped. They're not entirely mean parents. But, I feel like I could never reach their standards. But, I don't know, they're dynamic! One moment they care about you, the next day you're like this human trapped inside an invisible cloak. They're so hard to predict. But, I guess what I'm trying to say is that: Am I the bad son, or are they the bad parents? I forget the keys inside the room and they yell at me, I do something good they criticize me, I say hello to people I know and they start to tease me, I try to become a good son to them and they just ask me "what do you want?". It hurts just thinking that they think I'm just here just because of their money. I know that sometimes I can be seduced by money. But, it hurts to think that they think that when the time comes when they're all out of cash I will leave them for a better family. I'm not like that! In my head I always think of scenarios, scenarios like, "If I win one million dollars I would build a house for my parents and give all of the things my sisters want." or, "Someday, when I become an architect I will let my mum, dad, and other family members travel the world.". These imaginations in my head are crazy, I know, but, these insane imaginations are what's keeping me sane right now. I'm not thinking about myself. I always think about them. Heck, I would give both my kidneys for them. But, they seem to never understand, Sometimes, I think that my parents only sees the wrong doings I create. Sometimes, I think that if I was not born with this brain they would just give me up for a piece of chicken, I'm emotional, and compulsive, and I'm always anxious. But, this feeling is always here, it never disapperead. And the more I live, the more it grows. I got a little off course; but our debacle was just all about a pair of jumper. You see, on the 5th of November were going to have our cosplay (which serves as our 1st quiz in the 2nd semester) and my parents wouldn't buy it because they say it's too costly. But, as I was looking out that window I remembered my younger sister, and the stuff my parents buy her and give her. And in my head i'm like, "I guess I was never the favorite.", Don't say that it's just shallow, becuase it's not. Because all my #life my parents never bought me anything. Sure they have bought me clothes, but that's it. And to make matters worst they stopped buying me clothes when I was still in my fist year in highschool (13 years old), and now I'm on the third year! Ever since then I was the one buying my clothes. The only time my parents were there to buy me stuff was only during the start of the school year, that's when we buy our school supplies. Other than that I have to beg them if I want something. So who's the bad guy here; me or my parents?

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    Translate   13 years ago

    Sorry Hi guys! Sorry if I've been off the radar, recently. It's just that I've been writing MBFUR and WC. Hope ya'll understand this. Bye bye and keep rockin'!

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      Translate   13 years ago

      My Bestfriends Uber Rich News: X= End of chapter. x= start of same chapter (for update reasons.) Chapter I: Well, uhm... It was the middle of the School year. I was planning on creating something cool for my Science Project, and so I consulted the wisest thing I could find, TV! Patrol TV was on and I started watching it. "The weather will be good tomorrow people of Blimp," the weatherman assured. "Bullocks!" cried out my Mami. "Everytime he says the weather will be good it ends up raining" she said in her Columbian accent. I stared at her and rolled my eyes back to the television. "Thanks Ted for that assuring report." the camera zooms into the anchorman , which whispered to his audience "Folks, ready your umbrellas". The station then played the laughing machine (Those laughter you hear from comedy series), then resumed to the world news. "And now," said the anchorman in a very minty voice "let's see what the people have been up to in other parts if the world." he posed for a moment, the camera zoomed to focus on him, then he continued ", Joe, take it away." the Joe guy reported unusual and bizarre stuff. Like people who breaks world records, Skyscrapers that can almost reach airplanes, and one family which became a billionaire just for selling brownie trays that makes the edges of brownies extra crispy. Joe sampled a brownie and after 5 seconds gulped every cookie inside the tray. "It's superb" Joe pointed out. The edges of the cookie were extremely crispy. Henry, the anchorman, who could not taste the brownie just drooled as Joe explicitly describes the deliciousness off the cookie. Not only Henry was starstruck from the cookie. Almost all of the people in the studio, and even me (which was in my own home that time) also drooled over the brownie. x "Manny venir, la cena está lista!" called out my mami. "Mami," i stopped and continued, "You know I can't understand spanish". "Ayayay! Dinner is ready!" she translated. I walked from the living room to the dinning room.There, I saw a plate filled with pork (Columbian's love their meat) topped with oyster sauce. I was seduced by the smell of the food. "Mami." I smelled the delicious food once more, "What is this. It smells so... so... GOOD!" "Ah, you like it?" she smiled proudly, "It's called Adobo. I learned it while visiting the Philippines." I tasted the cuisine (with rice of course) and put came out dozens of emotions. The sweetness as a bite the pork soothes my being a kid. The sourness brings out all of the flavor; lastly, the tenderness of the pork makes the food super, duper, awesomely delicious! After supper I helped mami with the dishes by placing them in the dishwasher. Afterwards, I proceeded to creating the awesome science project ever. 8:30 in the evening. I'm so sleepy and I still have no concept. Well, I have one. But, it's pretty darn stupid. It's called a forecast stone (But it's pretty lame.). You place the stone outside and when it's wet well, you can conclude it's raining. When it's not visible, its foggy. If it has white stuff on top of it, it's snowing. Ahh man! I'm sure to get an F. Or worst, an F----------. It's the lamest project of all. Until, there was a knock on the door... X

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      Lol. Good story, a bit short I guess but good
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      Okay, here's the other half for the FIRST CHAPTER of MBUR.
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      I updated it! Hope you like it!
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        Forever And Always Seeing you happy even though it hurts is all right. Never mind if we'll never be together. Now that I can see you smile with him, it makes me smile more than before. Forever and ever my love will never wither. You are my juliet and I am your Romeo, even if we're apart and no longer together. Remember if he'll hurt you I'll be here to catch you, comfort you, and stay with you 'till the pain goes away. Cause I am yours forever and always.

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          Wolpire Chronciles Book I Greetings Fargles! As you can see I'm posting the WC chapter by chapter; because, it is still a work in progress and what you are seeing is le final draft of the WC Book I chapter. Please note that I will upload this Book in one piece once I finish the final chapter (and FEI I dunno when this book will end ) ). Stay tuned for more magical adventures and follow me on twitter @thekenmendoza for updates and funny tweets.

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