1.2 Excistence At first there is an I always treading through time, for a long time the sky was where i looked for my sign, an object of split emotions , tattered photos and wasted tears , my #life had been set in motion still not feeling i could steer. So now that was I , still staring at the sky, with so many people yet to say goodbye, donned in black from neck to toe, burning candles that were friends and music my blood flow. Lost was the path, death was the star, walking recklessly forgetting who you are, a new feeling bathed over it came from within the night , with electric tones and flickering candle light. Embraced and atoned loving every sound, even as my love ones were laid to the ground , ripping my heart , hanging it to dry , music now my dearest friend , it helped me not to cry. It drove me to draw, write spells on my walls, now filled in black but still craving for more.......

Chapter 1 - Excistence This is my story , filled with darkening love, new birth , new meaning, old loved ones whos leaving made me gaze up above , made me shake my belief and chase ghosts through walls, standing alone yet hearing my name being called. So if you choose to read my words and journey through these pages, i shall guide you through my world of unlocked doors and open mazes ...........

Dark Nature Theres mystic strings beneath butterfly wings, And no one knows the magic they bring Theres red that cracks in the centre its hacked , It seeps right through ancient bite tracks I welcome you to wonder within all my words To try and recover the curse thats been learned Biting and bloody , your pulsing warm body Is all that yearns to my natural concerns. W.

Fighting Destiny What if its lost, what if its true What if i cant watch as the stars shine down on you An ocean of memories, all filled with love I dont want an empty excistence from where you once stood Dark clouds gather over they thunder down fear We fight destined seconds as they drag bleakness near Fight the fading daylight We'll grasp our weeping hearts.

Clear , Black And Blue Slowly push from the floor Take a breath in Leave me some more Pain in your chest, your heart, your eyes Your soul now sighs, inflamed by a million fireflies Still come the tears , denying they're back One sheds clear, blue, then black Your fingers sprawl, tips clinging to the crumbling cracks As the edge comes ever closer , it shines through the mist Standing so close as your name is now hissed Take a step forward ,a leap of trusting grace Stepping right back, a spit to the face World of deceit Flowers from blood How can i be so misunderstood Chapters are ticking The hands are in flames Fooling the sane To think they're to blame