Chap:2 #life Of The Wild So here's the second instalment of my world hope you like it So on to a very important part of my #life at first he seemed nice, I would of never guessed what he was really like his act was so realistic that I'm almost surprised that it didn't make him second think his actions, but it didn't. It all started with me making a small mistake I'm not sure why he was yelling but I grew to dread him every time he would storm over when my mother wasn't there he would say things like "GOD WHY DONT YOU JUST KILL YOURSELF ALREADY THE WHOLE WORLD IS WAITING." Every rant would end with some sort of abuse weather it be a petty slap or a punch all I new it hurt. I never really told anyone but back then I didn't really have anyone to tell either it all just stay In my mind I never thought to tell my mother thinking she wouldn't believe me. Until that day when police were knocking at the door before that the abuse moved to not just physical and mental but had developed in sexual as well I would always feel dirty and like I had done something to deserve it all though the police told me other wise. My mother and him had two children while I was the daughter of a different father. Later on they broke up and the horrible being was out of my #life until he tried to get custody of the children I didn't know until the day they were leaving I walk over I hugged them goodbye while almost crying my eyes out they didn't know what was happening and they started asking where I was going, I lost it at that moment I broke down and couldn't move beside from the sob escaping me

Prince Charming You have been through it too but you don't know how it feels, you try to defend me but you don't know whats attacking, you always say you will be there for me but do you really know where I am in this world?

Independent Mind I am trapped in a tight fit no stretch I yell but no one answers I am alone. I wake from my sleep in a room of white. people staring not a smile in sight I try to talk but nothing comes out, I am trapped here like a wild animal for all to laugh at. There is no escape. I tried that long ago I got to the outside and there was freedom but it was a dream. Here my #life is of a peasants I walk to my marshal building no one misses the chance to get me while I'm down. A rawr of laughter spreads as I pass I guess that they see as outsider. Just trapped in a alternate dimension were no one has the right to play to love to live.

Freedom Not many are free there's always something holding us back whether it be the expectations of others or the expectations of ourself.

So um here I go I was born in Hervey Bay QLD Australia on 9/6/2000 And moved around a lot I never really fit in, in primary school...at all I will admit I'm not the prettiest girl out there but i don't know I guess I expected a better memory of my five primary schools everyone one I got less popular until eventually I would eat In the toilets if my one friend wasn't there. I would lie to my parents and say all these things about having friends so that they wouldn't get involved in it the idea of high school scared me but I'm not going straight to that first I'll tell you about the abusive (mental,physical and sexual) ex of my mother. Until next time ily you all hold on to #life <3