Lost
I was lost for the past year
And it's really cost me and everyone so dear
I fell into the darkness
Lost my true self and my kindness.
Didn't realise till it was to late
Once loved now filled with hate on a trail of destruction
Couldn't even smile, live or function
Didn't realise how bad I had this addiction
Everything I said or done was tempered with affliction
Lost it all due to my fall
But now I can see and look back at my past demise
I have got stronger and I will again rise
Il make it good, il make me the best person I ever could
Il love all those around who are so close to me
Even love my so called enemy
We are not here for long and I now admit I was so so wrong
I'm not going to ponder
I'm going to reach out way yonder of this darkness and rearrange my world,
Sending my message to be heard by all
We all slip now and then, but with support from family and friends we can resurrect and make the wrongs correct again
Thank you for showing me the light
Because it was yours and my biggest fight
I'm so grateful to be here holding you tight
You are totally my love and my guiding light x