Lost I was lost for the past year And it's really cost me and everyone so dear I fell into the darkness Lost my true self and my kindness. Didn't realise till it was to late Once loved now filled with hate on a trail of destruction Couldn't even smile, live or function Didn't realise how bad I had this addiction Everything I said or done was tempered with affliction Lost it all due to my fall But now I can see and look back at my past demise I have got stronger and I will again rise Il make it good, il make me the best person I ever could Il love all those around who are so close to me Even love my so called enemy We are not here for long and I now admit I was so so wrong I'm not going to ponder I'm going to reach out way yonder of this darkness and rearrange my world, Sending my message to be heard by all We all slip now and then, but with support from family and friends we can resurrect and make the wrongs correct again Thank you for showing me the light Because it was yours and my biggest fight I'm so grateful to be here holding you tight You are totally my love and my guiding light x