A Sad Love Story I can't go in; I can't go out; I guess I'll have to go around... your nimble heart. oh, it mustn't be! but yes, it is, quite frankly. it screams and cries; it begs for tears of laughter to cover the silent years. my love, it tries to break its way through. but the tender, care gestures have been well overdue. a hardened shell has it formed around a once joyful heart that needs to be found. the hurt and pain is loud and clear, all sprouting up from his younger years... we once enjoyed the melody of the crisp, healthy song that came from thee. Then out of the blue came a sad, sad tune, and replacing his sun was a sore, dark moon. what's wrong with this man to be feeling so cold? why, he's gone and let himself get dry and old. he locked up his heart and threw away the key; for his one true love passed away with no peace. Here now is the story you don't want to miss. So pay attention closely, and listen to this. it was a cold winter night, and she'd wandered away. some even say she'd been gone for the day. "I'll be back by noon." was her reply. By midnight, with no phone call, he started to cry. Then the clock struck one, and the telephone rang. Someone said she'd been shot and found by a reported "bang". after this, he swore never to love again. his #life had gone shallow; he was alone, and wearing thin. then out of the blue, someone came into his #life. who is it you ask? why it's me, his new wife! it's a sad love story, but oh so true. his heart still weeps for the girl he once knew. so bruised and so shattered, I tried cleaning up the mess. I did this a little, but without much success. He's happy with me; of this I am sure. But his #life still goes past him, quite fast in a blur. I'm not Lady Luck, but I have gotten by. Although I haven't lightened his heart, I surely did try. Until now, somber notes were still found in his tune. So loudly were heard his broken notes in late June. This month is a resemblance of their anniversary. 15 years from today marks of when they'd first meet. Don't feel bad, though. Please don't. I've got one last thing to say. A quite happy note to read about #life as of today. His pain has now lessened, and he feels more than free. Because now floats her ashes somewhere in an unknown sea. Now off on a journey we are to go find the long lost key to his heart to turn back the hands of time.

Don't know what's up, what's down, what lies between because when I lie in my bed at nite yu ain't on my sheets Don't know where yu at, where yu been, what yu got out for me cuz if I did somethin to yu, I'm clueless, but I'm sorry Yu been actin so different; this ain't love; it's not true just wish we could be together, have things like I was used to Give me insight, get yur head right, and tell me what's up with yu Don't wanna run away, but then again, don't know what else to do..... Yu lie so fuckin much they just be comin out ya pores like a whores pussy juices always flowin out her door or a tantrum throwin baby that be fallin on the floor I'm sick of the excuses; just shut ya damn mouth! if yu speak another lie, girl, I'm done; I'm movin out All my paychecks go to waste on all your greedy ass ways tired of wakin up all 365 days and have yu just lyin there next to me stuck up in a daze schemin', plottin', dreamin' on how to put me in a whole 'nother craze man, yu got ma mind flowin' round in an insane maze I'm sittin here starin at the clock on the wall it's our relationship- the screw popped out; in 10 seconds it's gon' fall look, it's shatterin', splatterin'; now it's on the floor ten million pieces gathered round by our old bedroom door What just happened here? are we through, is it really over? don't know what else I can do. girl, yu were my 3 leaf clover Now I'm restin my eyes, think I cried out all my tears you keep on piercing at my heart with a double-bladed spear what yu think is to come? well, no one knows. wish it was clear that I love yu oh so much and to me yu are so dear; still wanna have yu by my side for the next hundred years... Maybe none of this is yur fault; maybe all of this is me like my mind is playin games and sendin me out in the sea. Love yu more than #life itself baby, I want yu to be by my side for all my #life; I think yur my destiny!

REVERSE Reeling in its prey; Enjoying every minute of it. Very cautious not to show itself. Egging the target to approach. Reveals its true identity. Snaps the trap shut. Evil emerges from the beast...

Victimized Anger runs through my veins The devil comes out to play He taunts me to do wrong I seem like I'm on fire Creeping up to the plate I am as sly as a fox Peering around corners waiting for my time to attack The enemy is near Ready to take action I kill the beast Red pours all around my feet Defeat now blends with the rain

Confusion... I'm stuck in a world with so much pain, making me feel like I'm to blame. Bullies beat me, spit at me, curse in my face... and I walk away with tears, not knowing my place... I don't know what's up, what's down, what lies ahead. in my heart and in my mind, though, I feel so dead. I'm tripping over my shoes, trying to hide all the lies.. just singing the blues because no one hears my cries... I'm sick and tired of feeling this way. I just want things to work out... I'm here, I'm there, I'm everywhere. Yet, I feel like I'm nowhere to be found....