HOH - C4 Hiding Our Hurt Chapter 4 ~~~ When the song ended it changed to a Goo Goo Dolla song, Iris. I also got emotional when this song came on, it reminded me of my past. Jamie noticed the change in my mood and stood in front of me. "What's your name?" I looked up and for a quick second I looked into those green eyes of his. I immediately glanced back down. "Ronnie." Jamie grabbed both my hands and I surprisingly didn't pull them away. "Well Ronnie, May I ask you to dance?" I nodded and smiled and looked into his eyes again, this time without looking back down. I surprisingly trusted him for a few minutes, let him hold me like I never let anyone hold me. I rested my head on his shoulder and cried. Only quietly, only a few tears. I didn't want him to see me or hear me. Jamie held my waist and kept me close, I could even feel his breath on my neck. I was insane to let him do this. "I pulled my head away from his shoulder and looked into his eyes, forgetting that mine where red rimmed. He lifted a hand from my waist and wiped my tear. No questions asked, he just wiped it and put my head back onto his shoulder, then continued dancing. At that moment I pulled him a litte closer. I had never felt so complete. When the song finished, Jamie lifted his hands from my waist and put one on each side of my neck. My senses came back then and I pushed his hands away. "The fuck...." I glanced at his eyes and he looked a little hurt. "I'm gonna go." I grabbed my iPod off the table and my bag off the floor. I rushed to the door before Jamie could object and opened it. I felt my arm being gripped tightly again. "Why?" Jamie looked really hurt now. He seemed like such a softie compared to the abuse he gave me before. "I have let you too close than I should of." I shook off his grip and slammed the door, the walked down the alley in the rain. *** Soooo?