I'm Not Entirely Sure I'm not entirely sure what I should be when I grow up. I'm 20 now and have always thought of myself as decisive. But I'm sitting on the floor, thinking through my options: teacher, mother, post woman, zoologist, you know, the usual, and I'm struck by the thought that I cannot bear the idea of being closed off from other paths. I want to try everything, and see where my skills lie. That is if I have any. All I enjoy doing is writing, and watching Community. It's an easy #life. I have lost my decisiveness, and I think it actually suits me just fine.