Mrs Ottlyk, If you are reading this then i just want you to know how much i miss you. My heart seems to beet slower with out you. You taught me how to be brave and how i can love when im afraid to fall. I remember sitting at my desk starting at you, thinking how wonderful you were. But now i guees im going to have to stand alone. All of my dought suddenly goes away some how when im with you. I have died every day waiting for you. I dream of seeing you tomorrow every night. Dont be afraid though, i will always remember you, even in a thousand years. Time seems to stands still with out you. Nothing exciting. Nothing amazing. Just #life. Beauty in all you were to me i believe you made the right choice. Lots of hugs Ella x