My curly hair blew around, basically wrapping me up like a present. The trees seemed to lean over me. As if i was caved in by them. I searched around. Squinting my eyes.

Mrs Ottlyk, If you are reading this then i just want you to know how much i miss you. My heart seems to beet slower with out you. You taught me how to be brave and how i can love when im afraid to fall. I remember sitting at my desk starting at you, thinking how wonderful you were. But now i guees im going to have to stand alone. All of my dought suddenly goes away some how when im with you. I have died every day waiting for you. I dream of seeing you tomorrow every night. Dont be afraid though, i will always remember you, even in a thousand years. Time seems to stands still with out you. Nothing exciting. Nothing amazing. Just #life. Beauty in all you were to me i believe you made the right choice. Lots of hugs Ella x

Today could be the worst but then again the best

What I Wrote To My Friend X Its nice to fancy someone, to tease them and bug them about how much you fancy them, my days are over with that and to be honest i really do miss it. Unless you dont mind then thats fine with me but if i didnt love tom as much as i do then im sure i would do anything to have it back

Sea Can Kill The water looks icy Black and scary The waves high Making it feel lary I look down Hold his hand We kiss Climb over And fall I shiver Did i do the right thing He looks at me Derek He starts to sink I scream but nothing comes out I see his eyes rolling This is the end of me