I wish I could be one of those happy people. Where in their lives, there is always a happy ending. My friend told me this once; "you gotta go through hell to get to heaven". But what if weve gone through so much hell? That we can't even take it even more? Nothing ever works out in my #life. I just wish I could be one of those pretty happy girls that always get what they want. I've never had that. Never.