February 15th Yesterday was Valentine's Day. My lover surprised me by going to my workplace bringing with him a lunchbox and a dessert. He made these foods. I remember we had a fight about something few months ago. A thought dawned unto me: the feeling of regret I must have had felt if ever we had decided ending up our relationship during those moments. We would not have happy moments such as yesterday if we had ended. We were both feeling it and got a bit emotional. I was so complete when I was with him, but then, he had to go because it was time for us to go back to our own little world called work. I felt empty the moment he left. Then, I realized how can the man I love be the source of both my fulfillment and emptiness? What a complicated thing.
