18 Week Wait I no longer know how to feel. Its like my mind wont work. Trying to touch the things that are real. Yet all my body just feels stuck. I wake up in the morning wanting to close my eyes. Just for long enough. Just till the pain subsides. But i cant. I have to keep going. Ive got to find strength. Strength in myself. But it seems at such a length. I just want to feel something. Other than a hurt. The deep feeling in my chest. It clears but then it hurts. It hurts. Everything hurts.